[deean]

2008-09-10T00:51:00.002+08:00

ON A TOTALLY RANDOM NOTE,
I JUST GOT MYSELF A PAIR HI-CUT LEATHER JACK PURCELL IN WHITE!
shall share it with besty. how niceee.(:

BUT....
i still want that blue slip-ons!

if you were to see it anywhere. let me know!

2008-08-30T00:38:00.003+08:00

one word.

ALHAMDULILLAH.

what i wanted was what i got.

all praises to ALLAH.

ill update again once my nose stop running like a faucet.

rawr. thanks dust.

2008-08-27T23:44:00.005+08:00

for anything that is stated below, please DO NOT assume anything if you FULL NAME is not stated in here. and im not disclosing the identities of the individuals below.
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it pains my heart to see you that way.
but... who am i to judge?
ill just zip it.
time will come when you will come to your senses.

with that, good luck and take care.
go figure.

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and as for the other you.
wake up.
its not possible between us.
reflect and think why.
who and what do you take me for?
even if its just a casual question or not,
the answer will still be no.
chances are still zero.
im sorry.

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for another you.
pleas ethink before you say anything.
you dont have the right to generalise.
you dont have the right to judge.
and who gave you the right to say things like that.
even if you think of it as a joke.
well wake up already.
it is not funny, it is not nice.
its plain mean.
i may be rude but i dont judge people and make statements that way.
it's really not nice.
you do not say things like that to people.
seriously, grow up already.

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i do know that some people dont like me as a person.
i am straightforward and i speak as i wish.
but i do think of people's feelings first UNLESS that person has been a total bitch.

2008-08-27T01:06:00.004+08:00

HELLO HELLO!

i know there aint any post right now tho im not busy with anything in particular.

HAHA.
but... im just plain lazy.

now is the time where i invite some guest bloggers. like the recent one was LIYANA K.

maybe there would be more. i aint sure. we'll see.

okay maybe a LITTLE update on myself.

im done with exams and the first ever poly semester!

and im busy-ing myself with "work" ahha.

well, im currently holding a few ad hoc jobs. where im put on standby. so everything is FREE AND EASY! i like!

im a standby CHILDCARE teacher, taking over teachers who are on leave. i usually have to stick to my ALL TIME FAVOURITE NURSERY ONES!(favouritism i know. haha)

im also an agent for BANQUETS(not the kopitiam one hokayy. function banquets. like dinners). on an ad hoc immediate payment jobscope.

and lastly, my usual freelance sales job. haha.

so tts that.

the first EVER job duty for the banquet was more or less a tad scary. but with great colleagues who helped me ALOT. i manage to scrape thru it without any experience AT ALL. immediate payment was awesome. tho i vowed not to use the money YET, i already have plans how to use it. hahaha.

now, the ONLY THING im looking forward to would be... FRIDAY!

TEACHERS DAY!

more on meeting my DEAREST EVER USUALS.

and of coz B1s.

then maybe SEOUL GARDEN WITH USUALS! :D :D :D

you can tell im one damn excited goober!!!! HAHA

VERY VERY EXCITED!

p/s i LOVE emails! so send me one! BUT.. not those chain mails okay? i like personal emails. (:

p/p/s me and bestie planning something REALLY AWESOME. but it shall be kept a secret. right bestie? :D

rasa sayang eh! rasa sayang sayang eh! eh lihat nona jauh rasa sayang sayang eh!

2008-07-28T00:05:00.002+08:00

HEH! DEE, I LOVE THE TITLE! lol! :D Hello earhtlings, I'm Liyana K/Jonas/Scott; whatever suits you best. But, I'm not K=Kenet/J=jongang or even S=short okay? PFT! lol!

Today I'll be the news anchor pulak la okay? Asek Dian ajer berbual, let's have a new face, I mean voice, I mean writing pulak. How about that? heh! In case you're wondering who I am; for those who knows me, goodie goodie good good. For those who don't, it's okay. I can be your XOXO gossip girl person, similar to that voice/person who ends the show with the XOXO gossip girls thingy on GG, aye? lol!

The weather today has been good, (with reference to Sunday's weather) Not so hot and not so cold (reminds me of JB's song; I'm hotttt, You're cold. lol!) Actually, I don't know what to type uh. I was bored and Dee asked me to be the guest blogger, wah like very honourable like that, right? *shows LiyanaLand's flag* I shall go write my own anthem soon. Imagine me having my own nation, No you doofus. The entire population of my nation would NOT be short people. PFT! I'll the president of my own nation and the entire population would be happy nice people, wahahaha! Then they'll lived happily ever after. :DDD
I want to go to the zoo uh, I want to go rock climbing, I want to go bungee jumping, I want to flyyyyyyy like Peter Pan. I just want to run away, haha! Okay lah, maybe just jog. Okay scrape jogging; I only have stamina for brisk walking. -_-"

I'm pretty bothered by my dad's words. He said I had a galaxy on my forehead (ps: please read between the lines) (pps: if you don't get it, don't even bother asking me, lol!) Stupid, gah. HEH!
WHEEEEEEEEE!!! Are you guys getting bored already? Okay I'll lighten the atmosphere with a joke, how about that? HEEHEE! and then Dee'll just give that dirty look again, pft!

M_CE
M_CE
M_CE

What would you get?
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Answer: THREE BLIND MICE!!

very funny right, i know! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!

Okay lah, I shall not bore you to death now, lol!

Remember Kids, don't drink and drive. If you drink, don't drive. If you drive, don't drink. Later you'll get your car seats wet, tsk! :D

XOXO
LIYANA (omg!!!)
guest blogger

2008-07-08T00:58:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE who made my BIRTHDAY a BLAST.

wishes, presents, bash, surprises... EVRYTHING!

this year, almost my WHOLE wishlist was fulfilled. :D
a PRINTED hoodie, a new backpack, a helium balloon and a "ketik-ketik" purse.
that was the materialistic side,
HAHAH.

can i PLEASE continue this post tmr?
coz im down with fever n flu and i have a swollen eye!
GRRRR.

nonetheless, thank you EVERY SINGLE ONE of you who wished me.(i lost count who wished first or last or wtv) and thank you ladies for teh 3-stage surprises and thank you kakak for saving my life and thank you daddy for picking me up, yanee for teh UBER nice hoodie (I LIKE!), thank you random pple who wished me happy birthday. thank you members of teh public for staring at me for having a huge-ass purple balloon, not forgetting teh whole lecture class for singing me a bday song annd sabo-ing me to ans qn(btw, my fave animal is really a monkey).

and teh best thing EVER is getting to spend my bday EVE with my family with my ABANG!

ok ok ENOUGH! tmr cont.
if cannot wait, check out liyana T's blog http://www.hearts-scribbles.blogspot.com/ or aqilah love's blog http://www.yourvoicewithin.blogspot.com/

picturesa re there too.

till then...
TOODLES!

2008-07-07T01:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAN RUI, DEANNA & AZIZAH!!!
MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE (:

ANDD TO ME TOO. (:

2008-06-29T17:52:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY

today really opened up my mind.

would people actualy go to that extend to succumb to their desires?

do they really HAVE TO go to that extend?

i asked daddy : daddy, why did that man pick up ciggarette butts from the floor?

daddy : well, he does not have any money to buy ciggarettes, so he would pick them off the floor.

that really got me thinking. why would people go to that extend? i mean, if you dont have money, you jollywell dont smoke. why stoop to that level just for a little moment of pleasure?

okay enough.

NEXT!

well saturday was suppose to be a busy day. tuition and kenduri at night. but ended up i canceled tuition and just went for the kenduri. haha.

have you ever had the feeling of being a kid once again? just carefree and loved by many?
i simply love that feeling.

LOLS i know that is really random. but i never fail to get the feeling whenever im around my dear uncles. especially my favourites. (:
DEAREST cik ijat and cik min.
i love them both to the core.

saturday evening was spent at cik ijat's house for a gathering. its been UBER long since i last communicated with him. seriously. the last time i talked and crapped with him was when i was 5?6?
OMG.
but i feel that when he talks to me, he forgets that i am already 17 now.
and its nice. its nice being pampered, not with materialistic things but with care and concern.
its nice when you are especially close to an uncle more than the rest.
its nice. its nice.
REALLYYYYY nice.

okay anyway...
sunday was then spent with the family at IMM. groceries shopping! GIANT! i like!
i love discovering something new in the market. what i saw ytd was cockles EXTRA LARGE! and i also finally saw a whole SALMON fish. haha. suaku.
plus mommy sometimes allow me to get little treats for myself. like my favourite snack or stg.
might not be alot, but its nice at times.

so i got myself steam buns, chicken ham, cheese, tomato sauce and ice-cream!
haha dont ask wads up with tomato sauce and cheese. haha.

after that was lunch and home!
then off to dreadful tuition. :"(

then printed notes and assignments and voila! to bed i go. haha.

MONDAY BLUES.

its 3.37pm now. it has been a VERY bad monday. not just for me. but a whole lot of others too.
pathetic.
lecturers having moodswings and stg really pissed me off till i snapped at someone for disturbing me.

BITCHY. i know.
but you've gotta understand. i was really pissed off.

the lecturer marked us absent just for being late. lame shit.
maybe due to stg....(right girls?)

sheesh.
oh wtv. back to ~~stoning~~ listening in the ever so boring ITA.
well, nobody is listening anyway.

and her "surprise quiz at the end of the lesson" was and never will be a surprise.

lets hope teh day gets better.

2008-06-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

i know i really really ought to update on TnB.
but pictures are in my lappy and the wireless thingy is really pissing me off.

but i know for sure that i had and AWESOME 3d2n.
no doubt.

i PINKY PROMISE that i would update on my lappy somewhere okay? really promise.
maybe i would drop by MACs or KFC or the library specially to update.
okay? haha.

but maybe i can just update a lil.

everyone seem to have a bond since the first day. i guess it was because of inauguration. helps alot.
started on basic cheers. some were recycled cheer from different camps and some were award-winning grp 3 red camp cheers. :DD

the cheers slowly start to change and eventually we have our very own version. haha.
awesome!

we had games on the first day day and night. the night games were really really dirty and i think i smell like a rubbish chute. but it was awesome!
and guess who won?
US, GROUP 3 of course!

G-R-P-3
WE MAKE YOU REALLY WANNA PEE
GO SHI SHI.
GO GO
GO SHI SHI.

anyway, second day, we had adam khoo's training. it was great. really motivational.
and he actually talked about LIYANA K! omg. haha.
but i dint know till i told her and she was telling me stg similar! haha.

after that was PT, personalised tour.
us year 1s were caught off guard and we dint prepare at all!
oh dear. i think i could have done wayyyy better.
oh no.
plus! we were evaluated for that.

ok moving on.
we then went to prepare for THE BLACK TIE!
we were really rushing!
everything was like in superflash speed.
haha. imagine about 8 girls running around the apartment trying to get ready for a big event in 1 hour!
was pure havoc!

okay so we went to the alumni as a group, singing away till we reach the place.
was a funny sight coz some of the girls were in their flops and intended to change to their heels.
another funny sight was that EVRYONE was sweating like nobody's business. haha.
so we were like trying to wipe off all the sweat b4 entering. haha.

the event was wonderful.and well planned.
fast forward...

after which was preparation for day 3's performance.
fuhhh... we were all tired yet we still manage to come up with lots of new ideas.
and practised a gazillion times.
for ourselves AND random visitors.
haha.

day 3. had ramesh muthusamy's leadership training.
oh i like this one.
one particular thing i like was cretaing space for someone.
my group did totally awesome i believe.
and i really needed that 9mins of sharing.
i got to know alot about the other two and i really appreciate their attentiveness and willingness to listen to me.
THANK YOU JON AND MARK.
it was something that i really needed.
to simply just listen and have somebody listen to you.
seriously.

after that was performance!
we did a wonderful wonderful job!
i LOVE the singapore workout finale. really.

then was badge presentation.
and finally...
Im AN OFFICIAL MEMBER OF THE AMBASSADORS!

after everyting else, we has the last bonding session.
not really. i believe that it was the beginning of something really special.

so that was my 3d2n. haha.
so much for a LIL bit of updating.
HEH.

oh and i hope nobody remembers me as DIAN, from ECH yr1. loves giraffes and has a teddybear named georgie.
HAHA. SEAN IS THE CULPRIT!
sheesh.

haha.

after which was another GReat bonding session with BEEEEEEEEEEEE ONESSSSSSSSS!
OH SO MUCH LOVE!

great love shared. hugs, gossips, updating, the warmth, the sense of belonging.
everything. couldnt ask for more.
my beloved B-ONE family is definitely the one place where i never would feel out of place.
i could NEVER have asked for a better class.
really. and i would NEVER trade ANYTHING AT ALL in exchange for the bond we have.
thank you B-ONE.

AND THANK YOU to the new ambassadors family for the wonderful 3d2n.
thank you for accepting me as who i am.
thank you for ebing an awesome bunch.
cheer to an awesome three years ahead!
(:

2008-06-20T01:36:00.003+08:00

that moment was INDESCRIBABLE/INDEFINABLE.

simply wonderful.
that fabulous feeling that went over me when i saw these lovelies of mine cannot be describe by ANY adjectives or vocabulary in the world.

my 3d2n worth of lethargy/tiredness or whatever you call it, VANISHED at the sight of these awesome people! after so long, we finally get to meet! i couldnt asked for more.
though everyone was well-dressed except me due to rushing STRAIGHT from TnB(which i would update on another day).

THANK YOU EVERYONE who made 4B1 reunion a success. though I was there only for a short while.
especially CJ, who had to miss half of the last day of TnB to prepare for it, rushing and had to control her lethargy. thank you.
and also to SUE who helped CJ too. and of course, to HANNAH for the venue.
ALVIN who cooked the super nice pasta. and the others who cooked or brought food as well.
oh yes. i MUST not forget to let known to the world that i absolutely LOVE zn's POTATO SALAD, hannah's BROWNIES and cj's SANDWICHES!
if i missed out ANY of you, im sorry, but your efforts are VERY WELL APPRECIATED.
seriously.

plusplusplus! i finally get to meet that LOSER PARTNER of mine!
i miss him lah.so thank you for being there loser!

THANK YOU EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN FOR BEING THERE!
i can NEVER thank you all enough coz i really missed you people.

i had an AWESOME time!

oh yes, to NORMAN, happy belated. (:

and please, ANOTHER REUNION SOON???

tell me WHERE N WHEN. and i promise ill be there by hook or by crook.

I LOVE 4B1!!!

till the next meet up, which i hope would be very soon, TAKE CARE people.

2008-06-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

hello world.

im BACK from camp.

but i wish it could last longer.

i NEED space.

anyone?

2008-06-12T12:58:00.001+08:00

IM OFF TO CAMP.

WILL BE AWAY TILL SATURDAY.

WISH ME LUCK.

GOODBYE.

2008-05-30T22:34:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO DEAREST COUSIN RYNA!

im so proud of you and you know that!
keep on doing what you are best at.
you know ill be here to support you no matter what right?
way to go babe!
I AM VERY HAPPY FOR YOU AND PROUD OF YOU.
I LOVE YOU LAH!

SO KEEP ON ROCKING AIGHT?

*i wont be disclosing what this post is about. but just to let the world know that im very proud of my cousin. she knows, i know, the world do not need to know. :)

2008-05-30T00:59:00.003+08:00

PHEW!

finally, one PAIRwork PROJECT done.
BRILLIANT job done i must say. for the fact that it is an IT project and both my partner and i are computer NOOBS.

well, in 'celebration'(for lack of a better word. pls dont make me think.) of our accomplishment to finish this project, i would like to dedicate this post to nur liyana bte kamaludin.

THANK YOU.
for the HIGH tolerance level that you have to entertain/endure my temperament, my impatience, my moodswings and also my inability to complete the project in the targeted time.

THANK YOU.
for always trying to cheer me up when i get pissed off with certain creatures of the earth, enduring my craps and entertaining me with yours.

THANK YOU.
for the constant motivations you give to pull us through this project however small it might be.

and i hope we wont stop this partnership for future projects.

you have done a MAGNIFICENT job in this project. thank you for that too.

*BLEEP!*

ok enough of that. people would start rolling their eyes and would go "hey, obviously they can co-operate! they knew each other since years back!". but face it people, not many others out there who could stay with you after years of knowing you. seriously.
hence once again i would like to thank liyana K for that.

*BLEEP!BLEEP!*

okay. so ONE down. LOTS MORE to go.

individual:
-play&motor essay
-cdev common test
-prin&pract common test

pairwork:
-IT newsletter

groupwork:
-play&motor micro teaching

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all stressed out and very shagged. but shall still try to stay strong.

note to self: I CAN DO THIS!

im so happy today! managed to complete the project due next week! and i manage to achieve some personal achievements. (read: i fought a cockroach)

while stressing on dg proj just now, manage to get a LITTLE de-stress sms. HAHA.
someone must be really bored and have nothing to do, sms-ing me about school and random things.HAHA. retard as usual.

alright2. enough!
im off to LALA-land.
no school tmr! shall HIBERNATE.
haha.

mm-hm goes the little green frog one day.
mm-hm goes teh little green frog...

mm-hm goes the little green frong one day.
and the frogs go MM-HM AHHHH!

and all the frogs go SHA-LA-LA-LA-LA!
SHA-LA-LA-LA-LA!
SHA-LA-LA-LA-LA!
and the frogs go MM-HM AHHHH!

toodles earthlings!

2008-05-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD.

its the few random times i have when i feel like blogging all of a sudden.
HAHA.

oh. somebody cut his hair.
& it aint as nice as how it was before.
boo.
no more light and soft swich in the air hair.

howells.

anyway, i got myself a haircut too.
but maybe i would need another. haha.
i think mine looks okay. at least dint turn out like someone's.
HAHA.

i think only a few would know. ;P

so anyways...
went to office on sat. usual LONG journey. where i slept all the way.
thank heavens for the invention of shades.
plus i already got hold of a pretty set of earpiece.
so HAPPY HAPPY long ride to and fro work & school.
i think shades are evryone's bestfriends!
whoots!

okay im started to crap and my eyes are watery coz im dead sleepy.
tutoring tmr.
headaches and migraines.

oh wish me luck on breaking zero and my journey to .......

LOLS.
well toodles!

2008-05-11T00:43:00.002+08:00

LAMBOGHINI MURCIELAGO ROADSTER.

any lovely souls out there kind enough to get me a black MURCIELAGO ROADSTER?

*inserts angelic smiley*

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oh and i want to go for the OVERSEAS COMMUNITY SERVICE TRIP. either to VIETNAM or CAMBODIA.
:D
$450. 14-15days trip.
i just hope they dont assign us to pick up litter.

imagine flying there just to pick up trash.
tt would be hilarious!
HAHA.

2008-05-10T15:53:00.007+08:00

mesmerise me with your eyes,

capture me with your soul

& let me be yours to hold.

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TET! im crapping.

oh HELLO world.

let me update you on some of the random things that have happened this week.

1A01 have never been better.

ILOVETHEM!

every single one of them.

tho i really miss DEAREST 4B1 very very much.

ok back to this week.

us girls, mainly me,nana,liyana,syafiqah,christabel,mel c,mel b & aqilah have been gg out hunting for delicious food around campus. haha.

from chicken rice at canteen one, to western food at SIM canteen, to malay food at canteen three to yoghurt ice cream at the bookshop, to chocolates at co-orp centre and MANY MANY more!

to top it all, we have been camwhoring non-stop lately.

i especially love after S&W sessions. haha.

pictures can be found on liyana tinggi's blog. (:

http://hearts-scribbles.blogspot.com/

on another note, i dint get to spend much time with other friends like syafiqa or zahin or even abang. including those from other schools. oh i miss them. hah.

so anyway, im loving it, getting to go home quite early these days. haha.

oh and attachment have been oh so fun!

those children were awesome!

they love me and i love them.

its nice getting surprise hugs from them once in awhile.

and i totally dont mind going off later than im suppose to.

another thing, i signed up for ambassadors for fun just to accompany syafiqa and apparently i got through the first round of interview. next round would be on FRIDAY with the higher authorities. OH DEAR! just thinking about it makes me have the jitters.

but im actually happy that i got through.

so congrats to everyone else who got through too!

up till now i only know tt CJ got through. havent heard news from others though.

even so, congrats to all! and all the best for the next round!

so anyway... im still unsure on whetehr i should attend MENTORING sessions or not.

its going to take up my saturday mornings. :S

im unsure if i am actually willing to give up the rare extra sleeping time.

oh wells, ill think about it.

what do you think? should i go?

on a brief note, mentoring is a cca where i get to tuition primary school students on a weekly basis voluntarily.

so yes or no?

i still have soooo many things to share.

one, i want to give my hair a trim, but right now im oh so broke.

another thing i have to do is go for my HEP B jab!! i hate jabs.

JABS are the things i despise and fear the most!

i'd rather pierce my ears then get jabbed.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

maybe i should stop procrastinating and get it over and done with yeah?

but still...........

and maybe i should think about the children. uh huh.

oh and i am actually starting to tuition my lil cousins.

well.. my dad promised to increase my allowance if i were to tutor then for free.

so yeah. i took it up.

HEY! i couldnt help it with the price of everything increasing.

i havent even gone shopping since months ago mind you!

i need a haircut, hep b jab and lots of new clothes.

oh and i realised that most of the time i cant be bothered to dress up for school.

i wear whats most comfortable for me.

example, i havent been wearing shoes since the first week of school.

all i wear is my faithful havaianas.

and my fave outfit would definietly have to be bermudas, teeshirt, slippers and a backpack.

HAH.

though at times i do feel guilty wearing so slackishly when evry other being in school actually take their time to dress up in their frills and stockings and blings and heels.

HAHAHHAHAHA.

well i would NEVER go to that extend. seriously.

its a school if you havent noticed. not a runway.

plus the HEAT and the HILLS are downright torture!

goodness gracious. in the heat and with the hills, what could be more comfortable than being in a dress, stockings and heels.

oh gosh. think about it.

i was a quite comfortable happy goober with bermudas, tees, slippers, backpack and my trustworthy pair of shades. HAH.

well enough of ramblings.

im off to bathe and head off to bt btk to tutor.

TOODLES!

2008-05-05T00:49:00.004+08:00

oh the HEAT is killing me!
this is the time when everyone starts bitching bout global warming and satrts thinking bout saving the EARTH.
well well well, EARTHLINGS.... isnt it a tad too late?

but then again.. its better late then never right?
so what are you waiting for?
start SAVING THE EARTH!
no matter how little you think your contribution is, just do it.
if a million pple do the same thing, wouldnt teh earth just be grateful to us?
its time that we give back to the EARTH what it has given us.

save paper, use less CFC and whatever nots people used to tell us.
DO IT!
it just might help!

*oh, just wearing GREEN would not help aight.so stop trying.*

oh gosh. theres gonna be a HOT HOT HEAT summer ahead of us!
GET PREPARED!

SHADES,WATERBOTTLE,SUNBLOCK,CAPS&HATS,TANKTOPS,SHORTS.
whatever you might need to protect yourself from the heat, USE IT!

GOOD LUCK EARTHLINGS!

2008-04-28T13:54:00.002+08:00

hello.
im having break right now.
((:
all the way till 3pm.(:

liyana K is off to the toilet.
and im here feeling bored and pissed tt the plug next to me is not working hence i cant charge my laptop and have to wait till class later coz i dont wanna move. hah.

okay till later.
toodles!

**im like stressed out.

2008-04-27T20:08:00.002+08:00

this is the time when i feel that ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

'nuff said.

2008-04-27T00:24:00.003+08:00

it should have been over a long time ago. but i kept giving you chances.
but now i have to accept reality and stop giving in to you.
you NEVER FAIL to repeat the same mistake.
yes i know they are more important to you for the fact tt they can shower you with love and whatnots.
but please, im sorry to say that do not come looking for the rest of us when you are in dire need.
seriously.
im sick and tired of it all.

if you think i cant make it without you.
well wake up to your senses.
i did/i can/i still will.

dont bother ignoring me.
cause ive long stop looking for you.

im sick and tired of people asking me about you.
i swear.
it simply irritates the shit out of me cause i dont give a damn since you dont too.
i mean who am i to you right?
i guess im just someone to replace another.

you must be saying that evrything i say is about me, me, me and me.
well have you ever thought of it?
my feelings?myself?
put pride and dignity aside.
throw away all your excuses. and stop making them up. for real.

sometimes i wonder and ask.
why do i keep giving you chances?
why do i always give in to you?
why do i always stand by you?
why do i always stand up for you?

all these WHYs. there were more where that came from.
but all the answers concluded that...
you WERE a great friend.

i guess its over now.
at times i thank ALLAH for the decisions he made.

giving me awesome new friends, a new environment, a supporting family, a wonderful sister and a wonderful workplace filled with caring hearts.

i used to wonder...
why did all these happen?
what did i do?

but now, i cant be bothered.
i dont care.

say i got a black heart or whatever not.
i dont care.

say im evil or anything.
i dont care.

say im selfish.
i dont care.

say im unforgiving.
i dont care.

say im petty.
i dont care.

cause ive got my own life to take care of now.
and maybe you got your own little life revolving around that particular person.
so be it.

i may or may not be happy for you.
but what do you care right?

so friends out there.
if you get what i mean...
dont treat your friends like dirt.
if they actually do stg wrong, tell them and dont leave them in the dark.

and to whom it may concern, i thank you for the past times we've shared.
but i guess this was never meant to be.

and to others who may actually realise it.
please stop asking me about that particular person.
because i really dont know.
this time i aint kidding.
i might tend to actually give you a cold shoulder if you were to ask.
im sorry.
but those questions usually spoil my mood.

so, thank you very much.

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finally i got that off my chest.

best week!

2008-04-25T10:42:00.003+08:00

hello.
im in ITA practical lesson now.

HELLO LOVELY EARTHLINGS! PRETTY CUTE LIYANA HERE! OKAY I SHALL GO ON EING A GOOD STUDENT AND LISTEN TO THE TEACHER. :x

okayy enough digression.

lots of things has been happenning since i last updated.
so i shall not bore my dear readers(if there are any at all) with a grandmother story.
SCHOOL has started and so far it has been great.

POLY life is definitely something new.
TIMETABLE is different.
BREAKS are long.
TEACHERS are called LECTURERS.
HOMEWORK is called TUTORIALS.
LESSONS are called LECTURES.

oh! and the best thing is that i am in the same class as LIYANA K!
so yup yup. evrything has been great.
breaks and after school has been superbly spent with LIYANA, SYAFIQA,MR JO, MR WINSTON, ABG MIRZA, KAKAK, ZAHIN and even SAIFUL sometyms.

the first week went smoothly with ice breaking games for evry lesson.
its the SECOND week now.
and i MUST say tt its one of the BEST WEEK in my whole entire life!

firstly, SUNDAY was VERY well-spent with dearest UPLINES, the very missed MS SHIMMA and MR JOSEPH.
*got to see eyecandy too! :P*

MONDAY was a good news day for me and MS SHIMMA.
i confirmed a SINGLE sleeping system and MS SHIMMA's hockey team DEFEATED PJC 4-0!
happy day.
i was suppose to meet up with SAIFUL but stg cropped up and he had to go back to school so i decided to take 154 ALL THE WAY to boonlay! woah.. LONG LONG LONG ride. i slept thruout. haha.

TUESDAY was no school day. but was wellspent doing survey with mr jo, crapping with syafiqa and reina, dinner with them plus mr winston and finally a group up with fellow Bisons.((:

WEDNESDAY was hectic. full day at school. after that was straight off to office to collect and send stock!YAY! oh and i joined NP AMBASSADORS with syafiqa.

*im back home from OFFICE.((: lets continue

THURSDAY was great too. 2 hours of lesson and off to meet up with dearest SISTER for lunch and gossips. then rushed home and waited for ayang and off to office to submit sales.
FUHH kecoh dok! so sales submitted! YAY!

FRIDAY. today, has been relatively okay.headed to office after lunch at al-ameen with nana&syafiqa. two of my favourite girls. &&& i got to see eyecandy. tho just a peek thru the window. :) HAHAHA. better than ntg.*shruggs*
did day one training with nadia. wahhh long long long time never do siah! sheesh. hahha. then she went off and i did a lil planning with mr jo.
A LITTLE BIT MORE TO EXECUTIVE!
insya'allah can make it lah. because I WANT TO!
den rushed home before the parents get mad. haha.
coz i aint suppose to be at work.HAHA

so in conclusion....
THIS HAS BEEN THE BEST WEEK EVER!!! :D :D :D :D
alhamdullilah.
and hopefully it can go on for the next three years. HAHA.

*i see you standing here.
but you're so far away.
starving for your attention,
you dont even know my name...

you're going through so much,
dont you know that i
could be the one to hold you

evry single day, i find it hard to say
i could be yours to hold.
you would see someday
that all along the way
i would be yours alone. *

what a day.

2008-03-05T00:17:00.007+08:00

it was a COLD COLD day.

BISON girls wore GREEN. (:

(will update pichas as sn as besty sends them.)

MR. JO was feeling angry-ish(but not at us). he said he might get a heart attack soon.

he said, "i feel the pain already"*points to his heart*

so i said, "MR JOSEPH, you cannot get heart attack first, later cannot take license"

*gives angelic face*
he pretends to be angrier. but we know he got better.

right BESTY? HAH.

p/s we know you LOVE us Mr JO. HAH.

then we headed off to do a follow up for my appt in CCK.

took NEOPRINTS before that. damn long since we last did.

then i got stressed and frustrated.

(but im still going strong.)

hence, i calmed myself down by indulging in a large cup of DOUBLE CHOCOLATE FRAPPE with 2 extra shots of chocolate and extra chocolate sauce from McCafe.

(dint manage to take a "BEFORE" picture.)

then i was a slightly happier goober once AGAIN.

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JB trip with parents was great.(:
appointment with MS SHIMMA was great. been long since i last saw her.(:
movie outing with BISON and mr&mrs kit plus mr vincent was great.(:
plan to success is great. but progress is not so great. BUT, still gg strong.(:

great day!

2008-03-01T00:42:00.004+08:00

im SUPER HAPPY TODAY!

I MET UP WITH USUALS!

went for teh ctss alumni bbq thing at the last minute. coz me and besty actually forgot bout it. like OMG!

then otw home we suddenly remembered!

we almost ran to school just now.

haha. we actually walked like super fast. as if we late for school. haha. coz we couldnt wait to meet them!

then when we finally reached school, i hugged like almost evryone i see that i know!

haha.

crapped with usuals.
then pestered them to end their bball game to go home with us.

hahah. then end up they went off to ton.

haha.

but i still enjoyed my day!

LOVES!

plus plus plus...

DARYL managed to close a CALSTAR!

damn happy for him!

i literally screamed at evryone. haha.

MR JOSEPH included.

HAHA.

i actually made him say "whoohoo!"

hahahaha.

oh oh! i forgot to mention that we had a grouping in the morning.

lots of things learnt.

Mr J hinting at me and besty.

talk by MR KIT!

whoots! favourite of all. haha.

oh Mr Kit is actually from CTSS! like wayyyy back then. haha.

so overall today was a super great day.

from waking up late and rushing(end up we're quite early.HMPFH!) to motivations to crapping with BISON to taking pictures with syafiqah's lappy to ALUMNI BBQ to hugging people and to ecstatic news from MS JESSIE bout daryl.

AWESOME.AWESOME.

good day spent.

bad day.

2008-02-29T00:28:00.005+08:00

RAWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRR!

IM SO ANGRY!

IM ALMOST AT A STAGE OF GIVING UP!

but i dont want to dissapoint my team mates.

they have been there supporting me, motivating me, encouraging me.

but what did i do in return?

NOTHING! i even dont have the decency to help with the turnover.

fuck it uh.

I DESPISE PEOPLE WHO WASTE MY FUCKING TIME!

I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THEM!

FINE! i shall fight it on my own!

I HAVE NO TIME TO ENTERTAIN LOSERS!

ZERO! ZILCH! NADA!

plus i realised the people who i usually rant out to wont be in the same school with me. the only few people who can make me feel better.

especially people like besty,gopal and saiful.

the three of them would be in the same school.

not forgetting wati,sue,nana,aifa,nisha,naz,ainul,akidah,faz and lots lots more.

lucky me, aifa and nana would be in the same school and course as me.

but still, congrats BESTY for getting your appeal approved!

im happy for you still.

i shall stop ranting already. lest people start having thoughts of killing me.

i hate today.

2008-02-20T23:26:00.001+08:00

NGEE ANN POLY.

EARLY CHILDHOOD.

HAPPY GOOBER.

2008-02-14T00:09:00.003+08:00

all i want to do now is MAKE A DIFFERENCE.
im all set to FIGHT for my future.

so if you cant reach me, try again. cause i might be busy fighting.

to a certain group of people, I'LL PROVE IT TO YOU!

to another awesome bunch, thank you for all your support,encouragements&motivations.
fear not, i will try my best to do you proud!

:D

*ill update soon aights? once part of the war is done.*

toodles!
MISS ME WHILE IM GONE~!

2008-01-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

working at VENTURE ERA has been awesome.
people are great, atmosphere is brilliant,
training is fun and new friends are incredible!

though tired due to daily workdays even on sat&sun and gg back late, i am even more determined to perservere on with the support of my parents.
im glad that they would be there to support me.

anyways, i wont be online evryday like i used to.
but for daily updates on the past few days, do visit
BESTY's blog. HEH.

and i shall try my very best to sleep by ELEVEN pm! haha.
GOOD FOR HEALTH YO.

p/s i LOVE working at Venture Era cos of another reason.(:
a sushi place is just a walking distance away. and i have been eating there with BESTY since the first day. yes, besty. can you imagine that? besty is eating jap cuisine now! HAHA. awesome shits.
CHEAP,DELICIOUS JAP FOOD ARE A DEFINITE TURN ON!
haha. I LIKE!

so toodles!

2008-01-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

tiring day today.

met new friends tho.

syahirah and ain.

first day of training at Venture Era.

a bit dry. but evryone was friendly. VERY.

i meant the workers and seniors.

very nice.

the four of us, besty, me, syahirah and ain were dead beat after a whole day of sitting down and copying notes. like really. and we were hungry and thirsty too!

dint have any break from 2pm till 8pm! woah.

but overall was okay. new friends are great.

&&& i had SUSHI with besty! at the super nearby sushi place.

cheap food, good place. I LIKE!

their hotdog buns are THE SEX!

super cheap and delish!

im so having them often.

on a heavier note, EZLINK fares have changed to adult prices!

its sickening! its so expensive having to travel from boonlay to eunos evryday!

ive just topped up $10 ytd and by the end of today im left with only $2!

oh! gg home late, having to pay adult fare... i feel like a real working adult even when i havent even started the proper job yet.

oh dear!

this makes me miss school even more. :((

now i realise how hard it is to be a working adult.

i should really treasure being a student.

nvm. i shall work hard to earn my moolahs!

even tho my parents arent really supportive of the work i have... i shall not be discouraged!

no i wont be!

2008-01-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

i've found one new year resolution for myself.
even though its late. who cares?

i shall try my very best not to get irritated, frustrated and annoyed easily.
even if i do... maybe ill just shut it and not show it.

ill try to be one happy shit kid.
no irritation, no frustration,no annoyance and no BOREDOM.
i shall try not to complain as much over petty little things.

and i shall and i will do my very best to overcome the obstacles i have to go through.

e.g.
if i were to be BORED, i shall find ways to entertain myself and not complain.
if i were IRRITATED, i shall find ways to get rid of the source of irritation.
same goes if i were frustrated, annoyed or even angry. i shall and i will do my best to get rid of the source and solve the problem.

JENGJENG!

i may/may not do whatever i have to in order to make myself happy.
i shall not depend on others for my happiness.
I SHALL FIGHT FOR IT!
not whine about it.

YES! that is just what i shall try to achieve this year.
LUCKS TO ME!

now im bored. so i shall go and find mysefl something to do.

toodles!

2008-01-16T10:50:00.000+08:00

ok these next three days is officially gonna be SUPER boringggg!

evryone would be off having ASPIRE, either in school or St. John's island.

half of the usuals, most of the sisterhood, some of the B1 girls and evryone else in CTSS.

besty and me are left here in singapore, doing nothing.

most sources of entertainment are gone.

oh dear... :((

IMISSYOU PEOPLE LAH!

2008-01-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

yet another well-spent day.((:

and again... i woke up super early. thank god i slept quite early ytd.

besty called me up at 7+am, asking me to wake up.

our plan for that morning was to have a run. then i persuaded her to let me sleep for awhile more while she get ready. so she did.(hah. i know you love me besty)

then i woke up at about 8am(?) yeah.

quickly got ready and before i knew it, besty was already at my doorstep. so contd packing and stuff den head down to the stadium.

ran for a while. 4rounds. great start eh? den we rushed off cos the GOMBAK UNITED players were gonna have their training. we dint want to run then. haha.

then we had planned to go for a dip in the pool. but i realised it was tuesday!

pool is closed on tuesdays. :((

so we head to the market to run errands.

besty came over and we slacked. had breakfast and talked and gossiped.

watch tv and used the comp.

then i cleaned up my room and by 2pm, besty headed for home.

sent her off and watched a little tv and slept.

hah. till 7.30pm.

then watched tv and here i am.

and yes babe. i agree to what you said.((:

oh and the trip to Botanic Gardens was cancelled. cause besty dint wanna go since zahin was working and the other soul i god-knows-where.

next tym kays?

2008-01-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

today went well. despite the fact that i only had 4 hours of sleep. well less than that actually.

i ended my night at 4.30 AM. chatting with aliff, a new found friend and when i was about to sign out one of our dearest KINGS of usuals,SAIFUL, signed in and wanted to tell me a story.

so he did and i listen(well saw. haha.) den since that particular king has slept for almost 20 hours, he wouldnt go back to sleep would he?so he asked me to accompany him to chinese garden that morning.

so... drowsy,sleepy&tired me plus bestie reached chinese garden at about eleven to find him all geared up. hehe. we intended to meet up at 10.30 actually. oh wells. understand understood eh?

haha.

so we walked ard, with him taking pictures. then decided to head down to the turtle museum. but dint enter. haha. we wanted LIVE turtles. not dead and dried ones. so we went to the Koi pond. me and bestie were overly excited looking at the fishes as they tried to snatch the oh so little food away from their friends of maybe 200-300. they were splattering like fishes out of water. haha. awesome!

and bestie and i decided to do some FISH ART. hahahah.we threw food at a particular spot we wanted the fishes to go. haha. coolshits.

then soon after we decided to go off and head to our respective pre-planned destinations.

me and bestie headed for holland for lunch and to develop our pictures and saiful headed to bugis to develop his pictures.

me and bestie walked around and got flowers for our teachers. how sweet eh? haha.

before that, had lunch at BK. which we dint finish. then headed back to school.

met up with ms mona first. gosh we missed her so much!then guess wad we found in her art room? THREE apple computers. they look so high tech they made us seem vintage. hah. the monitor was also a cpu by itself. and evrything were so cool. woah! haha i sound so bimbotic.then we had the honour to camwhore(shall not reveal with what lest the other students know and start camwhoring too.)

then we bid goodbye to her and met up with the B1 girls! plus a few of them hunks. haha.

then we decided to look for syahid since we miss him lots. haha.

was shocked to find out that saiful was there before us. but left ordy.

haha. anyway.. we found out syahid was in detention. but we soon bumped into him at the canteen. then talked and talked and he had to finish serving his detention.

chilled with the girls then soon enough he was done. and we continued talking and crapping. being syahid, he decided to show us his dance skills. haha. talked somemore and us B1s decided to take pictures. syahid was the photographer.

oh! saw nabs too! how i miss her so! talked for awhile. she said me n bestie looked different. haha. and i saw a few of my juniors too. evryone kinda said HI. awesome. miss them all.

then continued talking with syahid again.

after which i headed home with bestie, syahid, and aiman. kecoh! good thing. i missed that.

then me and bestie headed for the pasar mlm for some food. haha. hungry!

and voila! here i am. after eating and watching tv.

over all i had the best of time today!

i get to see evryone that i miss so much!

two of the usuals, my beloved B-ONES, and my teachers!

and not forgetting bestie too. haha.

i so love today!!!!

2008-01-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

ohhh... im craving for a CIABATTA sandwich from delifrance.

creamy and heavenly fillings overflowing from the lightly toasted Ciabatta bread.

the slightly sour taste of the bread never fails to compliment the rich flavours of the fillings.

be it seafood, chicken, egg or tuna.

another thing im craving for would definitely be ice cream and also sushi(whooops! thats two things!). but my crave for them would not be as strong as a craving for a ciabatta.

might be fulfilling my ice cream craving tomorrow with bestie. hopefully having COLD ROCK.

then we would be heading to SCHOOL! yes. we miss school. friends, teachers and even the environment. we would be heading their earlier to chill with dearest MS MONA. then we would be meeting 4B1'07(!!!) to meet up with mr.ong and have lunch at the school canteen!

oh my my my! i have never been this excited to go to school before. haha. maybe its just coz i miss it. totally.

so i really cant wait!

& Yanto would be turning 17 tomorrow!

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anyway, i spent the whole of ytd doing nothing much. well actually i cant remember what i did. hah. but at night i was online and since nobody else was... i was youtubing. watched a series of hilarious japanese game shows. ive watched the human art show which i think is called Kasou Taishou of TV when i was wayy younger before with my mom. and I LOVEEE IT! ive been looking for the show but they dont show it anymore. so when i came across it ytd on youtube i watched it non stop. Japanese are so creative.

then there was another gameshow where the contestant stands in front of a pool of water along an alley. then a block with shapes carved out of them would move towards the contestant and he would have to go through it. if not he would be pushed into the pool of water. hilarious! the show seems to be called human tetris on youtube. but i heard the original name for it is brain wall.

then another one is that the contestant have to try to get across a pool of very very hot water. one was like tarzan, using rope. another was called dizzy wrestling. where the contestant are spinned to make them dizzy and they are suppose to walk along a plank which is above the hot water and try to defeat the opponent. but usually both would fall into the hot water. and both of them would be racing out of the water to get to the basin of ice to cool themselves down.

there are loads more. and it was really hilarious to watch. so if you are bored. go to youtube and search for "human tetris", "human art" or "japanese gameshows".

worth the watch!

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& all i did today was sleep, eat, tv. thats it.

OMFG! really really lazy sunday.

and its not only me. even my parents. haha.

so it has been a really really really LAZY weekend.

oh wait! im suppose to run with bestfriend today!

ohwells.

I SO CANT WAIT FOR TMR!

and i so want a MOTEMOTE!

2008-01-12T03:42:00.001+08:00

im going on a mission to revamp my room!

mommy is totally supportive and daddy have always been.

im totally investing on storage and display!

here some of what i have in mind.

collage display of pictures

make up station: namely a mirror and a shelf.

more storage such as shelves,boxes and racks

a good nightlamp(which is not warm) for reading in bed.

a space for a water tumbler

foldable side table for little dosages/indulgence of late night hot chocolate

so its all about storage, storage and more storage. plus i get to be reminded of sweet memories i had with friends and family.

ohh! im excited. but this would not be done anytime soon.

theres planning to do by myself AND with the parents. since they are coming up with the money. heh.

theres also saving up to do. well somebody has to pay for the printing of the pictures for the collage right?

there shopping to do too. at IKEA!

well surveying has to be done wayy beforehand and for a few times.

not forgetting spring cleaning to do too! (ohh i need boxes to dump my books in!)

contemplating to do a paintjob. since mom wants the whole house to be purely WHITE, i might have to scrap the idea.

2008-01-12T02:13:00.000+08:00

oh and i still want a MOTEMOTE.

how can anybody deny its adorable-ness(?)/cuteness/*insert own adjectives*.
well... evryone i showed it to wants it. HAH.

i told you it was love at first sight.
WHOA.

2008-01-12T01:46:00.000+08:00

ok this post is requested by Saiful.we were so bored and came up with this.FUN FACTS.
only some that we came up with so far.well its mostly his thickskinned ideas. :D

FUN FACTS.
#1: saiful think he is more adorable than a MOTEMOTE.(which i object btw.)
#2: saiful think he is nicer than the rest.
#3: i tink baby wipes are one of the best invention ever.
#4: saiful think he is a bloody good looking devil.
#5: SINGAPORE is the happiest place in Asia.

thats about all for the time being. ill keep adding new ones. :D

ideas are totally welcomed.

2008-01-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

made a wasted and wet trip to paya lebar with atiq, sue n bestie.
thanx eh GIO.

so anyway. i had a haircut. and i have my superduperlymissed BANGS.
slightly heavier this time. trimmed my back hair. and thats it.
was robbed of $13 just for that.
oh and did i mentioned that bestie have HEAVY BANGS too??
well.. she does! ADORES.

so then we cabbed back to my crib and had lunch.
then bused and trained to paya lebar, met up with atiq n sue at clem.
wells. wasted trip there. so yeah. enough said.

then me n bestie headed off to JP for a drink. Mc Cafe of course.
i really gotta stop my mc cafe binges. like seriously.
anyhoots, i had a large cup of hot choc while bestie had a large mocha frappe.

then we walked/roamed ard. looking at handphoens and cameras.
bestie wants a phone which functions as an organiser too.
actually we were planing to same teh same phone. but since bestie wants that kinda phone... too bad for me. since i wont be able to afford it.

oh and i fell in love with a mote mote.
and i really want to have it. no doubt bout that. even if it takes ages for me to save up.
i told daddy and he just refuses to even look at it. he wont even answer me when i asked him which colour is nicer.
this would be a tough one. he is set to not buy it for me. even for half the price.
well... no surprise. since he wouldnt even buy me a secondhand psp. much less a brand new one or a mote mote. DANG!

i really want a MOTE MOTE!
was love at first sight yo.

~~*if only i have a rich boyfriend*~~
EHHHH!

sidetracked.

anyways.. wati dearest msged me telling me bout 4B1 reunion back in school next tues!
oooohhh.... nenek's&makcik's food here i come....!!!
haha. i miss my classmates. lets hope evryone is there.
oh and we'll be looking up mr.ong too!
oh i miss him too yo.
I CANT WAIT!

so my life has been pretty boring.
waking up at noon,nap in the evening, sleeping at three in the morn. happy life?
my foot!
so boring.
and i havent even found a job after lyk 9359634971 donkey months of searching.
sheesh.
but i wont give up just yet. no i wont!!
HAH.

okay i think i shall end here.
I MISS MY FRIENDS! ALL OF THEM!

JP lunch people! <3

2008-01-08T01:09:00.001+08:00

oh and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LIMEI!

sorry for being super super late.

but anyhoots, hope you had a GLORIOUS day, may all your wishes come true.

& may you be blessed with good health, happiness and joy.

YOU'RE SEVENTEEN GORGEOUS!

2008-01-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

I REALLY MISS SCHOOL.

i miss the B-ONE LADIES, the USUAL GENTLEMENS,the SISTERHOOD HOTTIES, the JUNIORS and EVRYONE else.

so biler nak jumper?

translates: when want to meet up?

*oh gosh. i sound so auntie.*

ohwells. back to missing school.

yes.

i miss uniforms, daily routines, teachers' nagging/screaming,CAMPS, the rotting and dilapidated building(both of them), bollywood style ORANGE&GREEN cosy shower curtains, freezing temperature that LULL us to sleep, the occasional pool of water in the class whenever we forgot to switch off the aircon over the weekends or holidays, going back to class late after recess to do canteen duty, not having anywhere to go for mother tongue lessons cause we(me n nana) got kicked out of cekgu's class(for god knows wad reason. ahha), temaning nana to the toilet for AHEM reasons,running away from the toilet makcik a.k.a the cleaner,sitting in the same row as hannah,jialiang & sya together with sue, jingmin,nana&zn behind us,staying back after school either to study, or just to rock it out and balsting music, getting shoo-ed by ms toh for sitting at other class's table for recess,the chicken tree,the not so cheap but affordable food canteen food,CARNIVAL preparation days,getting locked by the auntie and evrything else about school!

aside the studying. hhehe.

FRIENDS especially.

the MEMORIES we've created would be remembered always.

*sentimental lah pulak*

HAHA.

ALL IN ALL(sya:hehe. fevet kau) I MISS SCHOOL AND EVRYTHING THAT COMES WITH IT! PERIOD.

2008-01-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

I MISS the USUALS. PERIOD.

2008-01-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

i know i havent been blogging lately.
its just that i havent got any inspiration of any sorts to blog.

to sum things up, CAMP was great.
i loved the FIRST day the most.

oh and a very BIG thank you to ABG ZAIDY for taking us all out for a spin even when you were dead tired. haha.
& another ENORMOUS thank you to evryone at camp for making it all awesome.
esp the three of you who spent the first night with me. LOVES!

&&& ive been gg out a lot with bestie lately.
well.. not that much. but yeah. LOVE IT!

OH! and bestie has got a new "boyfriend" but she aint telling me.
no wonder kecoh2 donno wad to wear when she wanted to go out ytd. supposedly with her "primary school friends".
HAHA. but i found out myself. when i answered her phone in the train when she was busy using my phone.
i asked permission okay!
haha. and the person sort of spilled the beans.

HAHAH! PECAH RAHSIA BESTIE!

hehe.hilarious!

oh wells. that sort of summed evrything up.

oh and i spent my new year with my parents as usual.
plus a treat from dearest ABANG(my blood brother that is)!

another date with my parents n bestie tmr. not forgetting aifa.
SEMINAR!

I LOVE MY FAMILY & BESTIE!

2007-12-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

imagine this:

a cosy house full with all the people you love. doing nothing at all besides talking,chilling and eating. celebrating the birthday of one of them.

doing absolutely nothing intentional or planned. only to sit back and relax and enjoy each other's company.

PURE BLISS.

how can i not love the situation.

well... that was how i spent christmas this year.

celebrating abg mirza's birthday plus catching up with beloved cousins.

us teens were chilling and competing in the game of TEKKEN on the psp. yanee&me were like hogging to one of them & we sort of cheated to beat boboi. hehe. same amt of buttons but with more speed and fingers. hahaha.

then i had catching up session with syafiq. outrageously wonderful.

then we had cake. me n yanee HOGGED on the camera as usual. filling it up with our own photos.

then watching ghost videos on youtube late at night(well.. not tt late).

last minute plans for the week's trip.

ooooh i cant wait for tmr oredy!

oh and i had my virgin trip to watch kuda kepang. i was AWESOMELY SUPERB!

TELUNG TURONGGO performed and they were awesome.

since it was my first time watching kuda kepang, it was kinda scary as i did not know what was gg to happen. i learnt some new stuff and it was great. its kinda addictive.

the feeling of my heart beating extra fast whenever a kuda was nearby was funny.

i particularly like one of the kuda. the one with the pink sash. so adorable.

he was abit rebellious and his little dance was cute. haha.

i dint take any photos or videos. but i enjoyed it all the same.

and i met a few new friends too. they were very nice and fun. not forgetting SUPER LOUD! haha.

so that was my christmas. learning new things and spending the day with beloved ones.

anyhoots... today bestfriend came over to pass me her kite,some of my stuff that i left at her place and my oleh2 from msia.

haha. she bought me a pretty pink shirt and a pair of shades.

i like the shirt and i needed another pair of shades. so i was one happy goober.

THANK YOU SO MUCH BESTFRIEND!

then she headed off to meet her darling to have her lunch.

and i went back to sleep after my lunch on the sofa.

then dinner n tadaaaa! here i am.

and i wont be online from tmr(27th) till the 30th of dec. i would be spending quality time with my dearest cousins.

movie marathon plus camping here i come!

oh n to all NP seniors, enjoy ROD! i wont be attending due to my family camping trip. so enjoy!

2007-12-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST ABG MIRZA!

MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH HEALTH, JOY AND HAPPINESS.

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!

LOVES!

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&&&

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

2007-12-24T15:08:00.001+08:00

~~i lost something.~~

~~oh gosh.~~

~~i gotta go find it.~~

~~sheesh.~~

HEH.

found it.

2007-12-24T00:35:00.000+08:00

i miss sisterhood!

all my lovely girls.

biler mau jumpa?

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anyway, pictures that are long overdue have yet to be printed. and i get irritated over them not being printed. evryone wants to see pictures from bangkok. but... sadly like ive said, none caught my attention and im having second thoughts on printing them. hmm..

but pictures from events like carnival, chalets,PROM!,grad day and lots more have yet to be printed. I NEED MONEY!

maybe i would print them first thing i have money next year.

haha.

hmmm... special project in mind already.

so pictures i shall have!

ill have sooo many printed pictures that i wouldnt know wad to do with them.. haha.

oh btw! SYAHID, if you are reading this... your modelling pictures are still with me!

2007-12-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

i knew it!
i knew ayah couldnt live without a water element in the house(aside from the fishtank).
haha.
i woke up this afternoon and was flabbergasted at the size of a vase right in front of the door to my room. it was humongous(sp?)! i then decided to peek into the kitchen to see what mama was cooking. LAKSA! all time favourite. haha.

i proceeded back to the living room to find ayah fiddling with a new fountain! see? told ya he couldnt live without a water element.

well, i am sure he was upset when he had to take down his homemade mini waterfall in the previous house. i was proud of that waterfall. it even had little kois in it. you know. the orangey plus white japanese fish. yeah. that one.

so back in the living room, i tumbled onto the sofa admiring the new fountain. it wasnt as pretty as the waterfall but it'll do.

daddy suddenly came out from his room & threw something white on my face.
i went "hey! whats wrong with you?"(in malay, jokingly of course)
that was before i found out tt it was a brand new aeropostle hoodie. white with green&khaki words. gosh i was so happy! i thanked him and started fiddling with it in awe. ive been wanting to get myself a new hoodie!

then i realised they went to sintex or whatever it was called. we saw that they were having a warehouse sale there ytd. n i found out they went there in the morning. without me!
but nvm... they got me a new bolster and lots of hangers(i totally need them) and of course the oh-so-gorgeous hoodie!

trust me, they dont do this often. so i was elated upon receiving them. all of them are the things that i need. and really NEED not want. besides the hoodie larh. haha

and i spent my day entertaining my brother and family when they came over.
ayah went to farmart alone as he dint want to bring me. and got back home with HIKMAH vcds the third box.

so when my bro went off we started watching till now. haha break. since it was time for prayers.
i just finished praying so here i am.

well... im off to continue watching hikmah.

ill be back with more updates tmr.

p/s I LOVE TODAY!

2007-12-21T16:48:00.000+08:00

i want to talk and babble and rant.
but bestfriend is busy with GOD-KNOWS-WHAT and wont talk to me.

OHWELLS.

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on a brighter note,

i had lost of fun ytd raya-ing.

even if it aint aidilfitri.

cousins were of great company!

(the daddy's side.some of them)

could you feel the excitement?

wooozahh!!

(the momma's side. two of them.)

2007-12-19T02:01:00.000+08:00

today i really2 enjoyed myself.
went for a movie dat with two of the most wonderful people.
dearest yanee n abg mirza.

we booked tickets online for the surprise movie screening at plaza singapura.
not knowing what movie it was gg to be, we hoped for the best and got all excited about it.
got popcorns,hotdogs,mashed potato and even nachos. not forgetting our drinks.

all geared up with food and long sleeved shirts to withstand the airconditioning we were the first to enter the theater. people continued pouring in and we were entertained with alvin & the chipmunks' tunes.

however... the movie was a dissapointment. it was so boring tt i was almost sleeping. i started looking for things to do a quarter way thru the movie. started fidgeting and got very restless. to top it off, i dint even know the title of the movie till the end of the show.

it was michael clayton. (i think)

we had dinner at BK and then had mcafe. i had my usual DOUBLE CHOCOLATE.
haha. yeah2 call me weak and all. but i dont really like coffee. i usually obtain my caffeine intake through tea & chocolate. HAH.

but i was one happy soul when i got to drink my double choc. haha.
well, chocolate makes evryone happy. dont you think so? haha. i do.

so anyway... we walked and walked trying to finish up our drinks. then head to teh mrt stn and off home. talking non stop. haha.

even though the movie was a dissapointment, i enjoyed the company very very much.
going out with them was great. i wana do it more often k? next time with a camera! haha.

so THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH abg mirza and yanee for the day out.
I LOVE YOU guys alot alot.

:DD
i am one happy goober now!

p/s had a heart to heart talk with yanee in the bus about our future. evrything. thank you so much.
I LOVE YOU LARH BABE! you know ill always be there for you.

2007-12-19T01:55:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL N LEVEL TAKERS WHO MADE IT TO SEC 5.
especially to my dearest cousin, yanee.
congratulations once again. i told you that you can do it no matter wad.
im very very proud of you.

but for those who dint make it...
dont give up just yet.
you can definitely do better in whatever you do.
work hard and let it be a lesson learnt, not a setback.
obstacles are a norm in life.

so to all, all the best in evrything you do.

~~i might just have to tell this to myself.~~

2007-12-18T00:27:00.000+08:00

http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=1488663301

check this out. ALL ELFED UP!

try it.

one more moment

2007-12-17T15:26:00.001+08:00

Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away

And out on a clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory

And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

2007-12-17T00:56:00.001+08:00

oh and bestfriend is gonna be back reaaaal sooooooonnnn.

2007-12-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO HADY MIRZA FOR BEING THE FIRST ASIAN IDOL!

GO SINGAPORE!!!

2007-12-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. i need to get myself something useful/beneficial to do.

ive been rotting at home with nothing to do at all.
and mind you, i get bored easily as many have noticed.
i need to do something cheap yet fun and at the same time beneficial.

im sick of my daily routine of:

wake up

brunch

watch tv

use the computer

sleep

wake up

dinner

use computer

sleep

this routine has been going on since forever. i need to stop. someone entertain me!calling me and blabbering would be fine too.

please??

2007-12-16T19:33:00.000+08:00

i need a day out with SYARIFAH MUNIRAH BTE SYED HAMID ALSAGOFF!

im super bored.

so hurry and get your ASS back here in singapore!

2007-12-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

LADEEDUM....

IM OH-SO-BORED.

HUMOUR ME.

PLEASE.

p/s. tts wahtea's hot hot heat HEADPHONES and limei's HOTASS shades.

2007-12-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

HURRY BACK LARH DUMDUM!

YOU'RE BEING MISSED.

2007-12-13T17:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday's trip to sentosa was not bad even though it was raining slightly and Mr.SUN only came out after we left sentosa.

it was more of trying to find your own entertainment kinda thing thruout the day as one by one pple start to go missing...

go to the hotel to play snooker, gg for the luge rides, gg off early or just walking along the beach.

so me and sya found our main form of entertainment which was cam-whoring and just chilling in the sea. haha.

at first we were the only ones in the sea. but soon after some started joining in. some played DAIDI (in water) which i have no idea how to. then i played indian poker(in water oso) with them. loser does a forfeit.

i did the chicken dance and weijie has to pretend to be a sea monster.after only a few rounds our COFFEEs arrived and we shared them.since i was craving for pure chocalate with whipped creme. i had one.

me and sya quickly went off to bathe as sya was starting to itch. spent a long time in there as it was empty. camwhoring, dancing to my phone, and drying undergarments. haha.the boys left their bags with us to go for the luge ride again.

when we were bathing, wati suddenly called me n asked where i was. haha.apparently everyone dissapeared and she was worried. hehe.soon after sue, hannah and jm joined us as they were heading to vivo already.

me and sya were squeaky clean and sya n nisha head back to the beach to get our things.i joined them a while later and went back to the toilet. along the way we camwhored.

i wanted to take picture with a peacock but it ran away. sheesh.

then we girls camwhored AGAIN in the toilet and AGAIN outside the toilet with the boys.

then we set off for vivo by monorail. had our lunch at banquet and played UNO for awhile at the rooftop.

soon we set off for home. took 30 with wati and sya. was freaking cold larh!

then pinyang boarded the bus and sat beside me. but neither noticed each other. haha.

till he got off i dint even say hi. sorry.

pinyang, if you happen to read this, HELLO!

so got home and die2 tried to synchronise with sya's comp to get pictures as i thought she wont be home today... she got date luh. plus would be sleeping over at holland and off to msia tmr.she dint. but oh wells.

sya's gg away to msia and i'll be stuck here rotting. haha. nahh...

so sya, have a safe trip to and fro. ring me up if you miss me. HAHA.

and shop till you drop. but dont forget me kay?

HAHA.

have fun and take care! we'll miss ya!

ILOVE4B1!

2007-12-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

dear MR.SUN,
do come on out and shine on us. as much as we need MR.RAIN, i miss you larh MR.SUN. all of us here in SINGAPORE need your warmth and light. &&& i still have lots of activities that need you. please come out & accompany me for awhile. at least till 1st of january 2008? coz i want my cheap theme park trip. okay? plus2 i have a whole week of back to back fun at the beach with my dearest cousins... please spare a thought for us and come shine on us...
please... i promise to try not to complain bout the heat anymore? will tt help? :D

oh please MR.SUN, would you please accompany us for awhile. let MR.RAIN rest for a couple of weeks. pretty please?

let me tell you some of my plans when i need you MR.SUN... ill book my days with you? HAHA. tomorrow i have a sentosa trip with my B-ONE family. i badly want to spend time with them at the beach. then i have a date with my dearest cousins from the 27th all the wayy to the 30th of dec. please make yourself free on those days and shine as bright as you can okay?

OH MR.SUN, DO COME AND SHINE ON US ONCE AGAIN....

p/s i still have my theme park trip to go... D:

with lots of love,
DEEidaly.

2007-12-11T01:25:00.000+08:00

2007 has been one of the best years of my life.
bringing forward great relationships.
making new companions, strengthening old bonds, preserving friendships.
but its going to end soon.
not the friendships/relationships.
the year.
i dont want it to.
but i do hope next year would bring more opportunities for new friendships.

its not the end of the year yet. but i just felt like typing this out. haha
but its coming. how i wish it wont.

thank you for all the great moments spent.

2007-12-10T16:28:00.001+08:00

cant wait for sentosa trip this wednesday with B-ONES!!!!

evrybody say "YAAAAAAAAAAYYYY~!!!!"

i miss this FAMILY of mine.

2007-12-10T01:37:00.000+08:00

i suddenly miss his vanity,

his loserish antics,his lame jokes,his stupid excuses for not wanting to do work,

his "because im handsome what",his need for tissue...

and

just sitting beside him.

at first i found it dreadful to have to sit with him every lab lesson.

but after a few months, it gt better and sitting beside him was actually kind of fun.

many dont like him for his loserish attitude.

but tts just the way loser is.

and yes. i call him loser instead of his name.

he rocks my lab lessons.

HAH!

chue ming yang a.k.a loser partner,

you rock my lab lessons

& i miss sitting n crapping with you.

p/s we took many shots just to get a perfect one.

he said to the photographer "eh must take nice nice! my partner leh!"

HAH

2007-12-09T13:19:00.000+08:00

i know i havent updated bout the bangkok trip.

but...

i dont feel lyk blogging bout it.

overall, IT WAS AN EXPERIENCE i would never forget.

good&bad.

however, i dont know if i want to have the same exact experience anymore.

some would understand.

2007-12-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

OH GOSH!
im so broke that i go around the room/house scouting for money.

thats how pathetic the situation is.

im pathetic.

2007-12-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

the ridiculously retarded,insanely foolish & amazingly stupid shits we've been through has taught me a lot. & it is much appreciated.

thank you for evrything. both good&bad times are closely treasured&locked in my heart,soul&mind.

thank you once again.

may this friendship never end.

p/s this is my HUNDREDth post!

YAY me!

*edits*

ehh.. biler mau bilang akuuu?? sheeshh

2007-12-07T00:22:00.000+08:00

I SUDDENLY MISS 4B1's ORANGE&GREEN OH-SO-COSY CURTAINS!

see?? i told you they are cosy... cosy enough to be able to doze off to sleep during lessons.

(this was taken during maths.)

oh how i miss them!

2007-12-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

finally had my SWENSEN'S ICE CREAM.

special thanx to THE USUALS.
even though it was a hard time just to get it planned.
i still had an AWESOME time!
but i dint snap any photos today. :(

but still...
thank you sya&zahin,hazri,syahid and saiful.
(:

i loved my ice cream!

next up, escape theme park. any takers?
:D

oh n i saw yanto with his friends at vivo too! :)

2007-11-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

im going to BANGKOK tmr!
cantwaitcantwaitcantwait!

for others who are gg, planning to or already overseas, have a safe trip to n fro.
have fun on your trip & dont forget to take pictures to share!

so im gg to bangkok for five days.
im superly excited but ill miss you guys here.
i cant promise souveniors for evryone as i wont be brging along lots of cash.
and i dont have lots of hands to carry the things.
but i will bring back lots of pictures and stories to share! okayy?

ad since its the thought tt counts, i wont forget any of you there.
HAHA! :P

I'LL MISS YOU GUYS!
<3s!

ill be back with updates asap aite?

2007-11-28T11:33:00.001+08:00

THESE HUNGER PANGS HAVE GOT TO STOP!

it might kill me someday.

SHEESH.

2007-11-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

i swear i dont know who to believe right now.
i want to help.
but i dont know how.
i dont know how to find out the truth.
or how to connect both sides together.
its not tt i dont trust either of you.
its the fact tt i trust both of you too much tt i dont know who to believe anymore.
i would love to help.
but i really dont know how.
i swear i would help if i could.

but trust me. i dont want to hurt anybody. neither do i want to see anybody get hurt.
so please...
go figure it out.
talk it out is all i can say.
seriously.
try to move on my friends.
move on.

i cant be there for the both of you at the same time.
that would make me a hypocrite since i dont want to get anybody hurt.
both of you are my friends.
i appreciate it.
i appreciate you confiding in me.
but neither sides makes sense.
neither do they connect.
to top it off...
your actions do not compliment your feelings.

please sort it out my friends.
i dont want anybody badly hurt.

i'd be glad to help.
but i dont know how.
seriously.
i hope you understand.

take care.
both of you.

2007-11-24T11:18:00.001+08:00

CHALET WAS FANTABULOUS!!!

one of the best times spent with the class.whooots!
&& being in a single terrace with them for one night created havoc. haha.
not inclusive of the mess created, the place was rampaged by us.
activities soon took over not long after we reached.

mahjong being the main thing for some of them.
uno being the most addictive boredom killer.
bubble blowing being the girl thing.
dare&dare being the most disgusting game.
ghost hunting being the unsuccessful event.
late night swimming for some.
sunrise watching being the unfruitful one for some.
room services for my dear sister being cuteness.
and sleeping was almost non-existant.

so overall i had fun.
wayy more fun than prom.

so.. I PROPOSE FOR A CLASS REUNION EVERY FIVE YEARS.
so please BEE ONE, keep in contact okayy?

im gonna miss every single one of you. girls, boys or gays.haha.
oh ill miss sitting with LOSER too. :)

well pictures would be up once ive uploaded them. no, once my sister have uploaded them & ive gotten them from wati n the others. for both prom & chalet.

IMISSEVERYONE. :(
theusuals,theclass,thegirls,theteachers,theNPmates&theLOSER.

2007-11-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

PROM was okayy.

but....

PICTURES were HOT HOT HEAT!

<33s.

p/s pictures up when my sis uploads okayy? be patient.

((:

I LOVE 4B1 & evryone else. usuals especially. :)

congrats sya for being the prom queen CONTESTANT. :P 50-50 kayy? hee...

PROMENADE!(is coming)

2007-11-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

PROM is TOMORROW!
ohhh the excitement!

theres still so much to do.
well not really.
hah.

so anyway...
i totally cant wait for prom.
ive been spreading the excitement all over msn.
hahaa.

i saw a few schools' prom'07.
the people were gorgeous.

&&& i saw one of them got a bouquet of flowers.
its so nice! i want one too!!!
:D ill be nice.
can?

HAHA!
so anyway...
prom preparation has been good so far.
no hiccups. YET...
haha
hope evrything turns out fine.
ive not been telling anyone bout my dress.
except the colour.
haha. but i hope it works. i really do.

n im hoping there is NO attack of the dress clones!
haha.
even if there is.. i hope i aint involve.
HEHE.

so... i really really cant wait!

oh oh oh!
wati got me all excited to play bubbles.
cant wait babe!

"mari kita main buih sabun

gelembung bulat

cantik berkilat.

bila ditiup angin terebang

tinggi tinggi sampai ke awannn~!"

ooooooooooohhh cant wait cant wait cant wait! see you all at PROMENADE!

hehe.

p.s. sya, i did the tak-tau-maloo-thing. hope it works! hahaha.

2007-11-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

hello blog.
i know its been long since ive last updated.
lets do quick updates as i have pictures of GRADUATION to put up.

well.. the main gist of my life now is...

THE O'LEVELS ARE OVERRRR!!!
&&&
I ALREADY GRADUATED FROM CTSS!!

so... i would like to thank evryone who knows me in school.
the babes,the hunks,the classmates,the teachers,the canteen vendors n also the bookshop uncle.
not forgetting the usuals. babes&hunks.
thank you for being part of my fabulous journey in CTSS.

I LOVE YOU ALL!

to cut things short, here are the pictures.
no order.

**ill get them pictures up soon. blogger's being a bitch.

LOVELY people.

2007-09-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

dear diary,

its been very long since i last blogged. well life's been mundane with all the books and studying and PRELIMS! and whatnots. hence the temporary hiatus.

i cant really remember what went on the past month. but i guess it was okayy except for hiccups here and there. tts why im still here right now.

now forget the past and live the present.

today,i was on a emotional rollercoaster ride(NOT emo, mind you).
my day started out shitty. but thanx to two WONDERFUL people(you know who you are) who TRIED to cheer me up on the way to school it went on fine for the first part of the day.
but then, just as i thought that it would continue being fine, it turned for the worse. but then again, another bunch of WONDERFUL people tried cheering me up. well thank you so much all of you. i really really appreciate it. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE LARH! so anyway. it continued till i got home.den at the later part good news came. n i was ecstatic!

and so tt was my rollercoaster ride today. i aint telling the problem tho. shall be kept within.
but anyway. i would lyk to sincerely thank the two groups of people.

wonderful people(before school): GOPAL and SAIFUL.
wonderful people(after school): SUHAILAH,NISHA and ZHIYING.

THANK YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH. cant thank you enough.

so anyway back to me. kakak and me are getting excited to embark on our new HUMONGOUS(?) project, which will last for a long long time. good luck to us.

on the other hand, in a few hours time MUSLIMS throughout the world would welcome the start of a brilliant month of prayers,good deeds and sacrifice.RAMADHAN.

i wish all MUSLIMS a happy month of ramadhan. may everyone be blessed with good health.

and like what wati said "its time to lose weight and save money!"
well i totally agree on that. haha.

so good luck to all who have wishes and dreams to achieve. ALL THE BEST!

p/s i LOVE the company that i have right now. thank you for what you people have done for me. I LOVE YOU SO.

2007-09-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

funky and OH-SO-COLOURFUL sling bag up for grabs!

bought at the retail price of S$69. but all yours for only S$40!

its ONLY been used ONCE. and still in PERFECT condition.

it has a zip at the bottom of the bag used to manipulate a broader base.

any takers?

if so, do email me at deean07@hotmail.com

2007-07-08T01:55:00.000+08:00

HAH!

best birthday ever!

agenda for the day:

1) s'pore poly open house.

(nothing much. my dear daddy got hungry so we left very early)

2) vivocity;late lunch at 2HOT halal cafe

(sucked.shall not go into details.)

3) new zen v plus.

4) gramm's place

5) fireworks!

(in celebration of my birthday*bows n says "thank you. thank you."* not really. its the ndp preview. but waddeheck. its on my birthday.)

6) home

conclusion: i love this birthday many2.

firstly, its LIVE EARTH DAY. n one of my fave color is green. so almost the whole world is "celebrating" my birthday with a 24-hour concert from 7 continents.

secondly, i found a new friend, due to our same birthday.

thirdly, daddy bought me a new zen v plus, sya, nisha n mama sya got me a mug n photo clip, sya got me a scrapbook and many others wished/sang me birthday wishes

fourthly, i get to see fireworks!

fifthly(??), i get to spend my entire day with my mom n dad.

sixly(??), i am my daddy's only precious girl n I'M VERY PROUD OF IT.

so thank you to all for making my 16th birthday awesomely wonderful. i love all of you.

wishes:

kakak.

wahtea.

hidah.

sya.

molly.

k.shasha.

bik ayu.

bik som.

bik ani.

bik zee.

habib.(happy birthday to you too).

saiful.

gopal.

maf.

syahid.

latt.

ryna.

sunny.

mamasya.

kendrick.

nisha.

liyana.

naz.

sue.

zhengning.

yensze.

asila.

k.shar.

hazelynn.

yanni.

nordi.

juliana.

mariam.

ana.

yanie.

fara.

jojo.

mama.

ayah.

mak long.

nyai sal.

hannah woo.

haneesah.

presents:

ayah

mama

sya,mamasya,nisha

just in case i forgot any of you, im so sorry. rest assured your wishes is greatly appreciated n i still love ya.

so thank you so much evryone for making my 16th birthday a memorable one.

HAPPY LIVE EARTH DAY!

2007-07-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

deeidaly is a happy kid today.

sheesh.

term 3 exam is coming. very very soon.

n i have MILLIONS AND GAZILLIONS of things to do. shiatz.
currently on humanities. loads to study. have no idea which topic to solely concentrate on.

damn.

im lucky enough to have ms ng's study plan thingy. n being lazy enough, im just gonna study the topics that she boted *must study*. sheesh. but will so study on the others haha.

so anyway. i had a cute birthday eve just now. 16 tight slaps from akidah, 3 from sya, which she said she would cont the balance some other time, a scrapbook from her too. a pretty mug n photo clip from nisha, sya n mama sya. THANK YOU! i love them. and to the ladies too. thank you for the birthday song. to liyana n joey, thank you for the wishes in friendster.to ryna, thank you for the wish on msn too. not forgetting maf and gopal for the wishes in the train. and sue & hidah for the wishes in school.

thank you all for the pretty awesome birthday eve. ESPECIALLY to sya dearest, who made my birthday the most memorable one.
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you are so not going to spoil my mood. im sick of the hypocrisy. ive stopped. have you???
i'll let you do or say wad you want. i couldnt care less.
talk and say what you want. i dont care.
i USED to talk too.

back on the brighter note, gopal made me realised tt the whole world is celebrating my birthday with me as its live earth day today and one of my favourite colour is GREEN. there will be a 24 hours concert gg on.
so dont forget to WEAR GREEN in support of live earth day.

happy live earth day and happy birthday to me too. (:

seiko watch

2007-06-30T19:39:00.000+08:00

heyy'all.

my friend is trying to sell this Seiko 1998 kinetic watch..
doesnt need a battery.
scratches here and there but still in good shape
he is hopefully trying to fetch above $50.

any takers?

interested buyers do tag me.

SOLD.

2007-06-24T03:04:00.000+08:00

jumper-third eye blind

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again,
I would understand. I would understand,

The angry boy, a bit too insane,
Icing over a secret pain,
You know you don't belong,

You're the first to fight,
You're way too loud,
You're The flash of light, On a burial shroud,
I know something's wrong,
cause everyone I know has got a reason,
To say, put the past away,

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies,
That you've been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again,
I would understand, I would understand.

Well he's on the table,
And he's gone to code,
And I do not think anyone knows,
What they are doing here,

And your friends have left,
and you've been dismissed,
I never thought it would come to this,
And I, I want you to know,
Everyone's got to face down the demons,
Maybe today, We can put the past away,

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again,
I would understand, I would understand, I would understand...

oh oh...
oooohhhh oooh oohh

i would understand...
iwould understand...
i would understand...

Can you put the past away,
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
you could cut ties with all the lies you've been living in.
and if you do not want to see me again
I would understand...

______________

on a brighter note,
EMMAN'S back!
i miss that lil junior of mine.
whoots!

2007-06-24T02:46:00.000+08:00

linkin park-what i've done

In this farewell,

There is no blood,

There is no alibi,

Cause I’ve drawn regret,

From the truth,

Of a thousands lies,

So let mercy come and wash away…

What I’ve Done,

I’ll face myself,

To cross out what I’ve become,

Erase myself,

And let go of what I’ve done…

Put to rest,

What you thought of me

While,

I clean this slate,

With the hands,

Of uncertainty,

So let mercy come,

And wash away…

What I’ve Done,

I’ll face myself,

To cross out what I’ve become,

Erase myself,

And let go of what I’ve done…

For what I’ve done,

I start again,

And whatever pain may come,

Today this ends,

I’m forgiving what I’ve done…

I’ll face myself,

To cross out what I’ve become,

Erase myself,

And let go of what I’ve done…
(Na,Na,Na) [Mike Shinoda]

What I’ve Done,

Forgiving what I’ve done…

i know ive been a real bad girl.

2007-06-24T02:12:00.001+08:00

things people want to know.

.i know people hate me. i appreciate it.

.i realise people dont like me.but i'll thank those who do.

.i sense the hypocrisy, but its okay.

.i realised my mistake. the countless mistakes i did. i'll try to change.but dont blame me if i cant make it. at least i tried.

.i'll try not to say much. i noe many would appreciate it.

.i'll stop the sarcasm to the best i can.i noe many would appreciate that too.

.i'll try to change myself. but i dont want people to change me. please understand.

.hypocrisy?sarcasm?rudeness? i noe its in me. but its in evryone too.

.around me, irony?yes. hypocrisy? definitely.

.forgive me for what i've done. i'll understand if you dont.

.i shall leave my words unspoken.

.i know you would say "tahu takper" once you read this.

.i know you would tell all your friends bout this.

.go ahead.

.i understand.

.i'll bear no grudges. i swear.

2007-05-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

hello to you, world.

its been long since ive last posted. and currently im getting excited over prom. haha. i noe its still months away n i should be thinking bout the olevels first. but waddaheck. just getting excited over it is no harm done rite? haha.

so anyway... i was bitching with sya for a few hours on tuesday nite. haha. from 10pm to 1.15 am. haha. so well. we kinda bitched about our childhood days,our precious year in secondary school, getting excited over prom, imagining what to wear and all that. haha. hilarious. we were laughing non-stop.

i dont mind another bitching session girl.

so anyway. the two of us kinda have a rough idea on what we are gonna wear.hahha. i noe its a tad too early. but WHO CARES.

haha. but we shant tell anyone bout it. ;P

so today is vesak day. HAPPY VESAK DAY TO EVRYONE WHO CELEBRATES IT!
went to JP with sya for awhile. walked around to get some stuff.

then we rushed back home to watch REMP-IT.

and we are done with the first day of focus ytd. yay! lots of days more to go!

me and kakak have a new regime to stick to. but no one shall noe bout wad it is. haha! hope it works!

so anyway... i have nothing else to say. i guess i shall blog once something interesting happen.

2007-05-29T17:55:00.000+08:00

ENGLISH ORAL PRELIMS.

was kinda weird. usually the teacher would let me talk on and on but apparently this time the teacher kept asking me questions even before i finished wat i wanted to say. damn.
i was hoping she would give me time to talk about the picture.

as for the conversation, it was abit engaging. topic was on how i would want to live in the future. nice but very difficult topic.

i think my examiner was kinda rushing me off. irritating. but i'll just hope tt evrything works out fine. i was jealous when i saw ZN got so much things to talk about and was given time. hmphf. its okay. she must be a good talker. coz when i saw her, she seem to be smiling all the tym. haha.

jiayou for the results evryone!

2007-05-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

ooh i forgot to say something very very very important.

SCREAM DIMENSION.

IS THE THIRD MOST PROFITABLE STALL IN THE CARNIVAL. $2243 BABEY!
*we are the only class tt is! along side the girlguides.

WOOHOOO.

TAKE THAT PEOPLE!

* and to save face. some people just had to receive a prize. boo.

OH WHATEVER! AT LEAST WE WON!
GO 4B1!

2007-05-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

hello people of the world!

its been a wonderful week!

had lunch on monday with dearest yanee.

and went back home with her n her hubby. we laughed thruout the whole time.

was late on tuesday, but waddaheck. hahah. have not been having lesson before recess from wednesday onwards due to the intensive mother tongue focus. so naz,nana,zhiying and me had 9 whole hours of free period. but most of which was productive! yay!

so yesterday the few of us sisters went to watch PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 3! woah. the show was awesome! i think it was kinda a good luck thing for their malay papers n liberation for the many hours of mlaay lesson. haha!

then today was super productive for me. i woke up at 9.30 and started on my maths practice book. n i finished 3 chapters worth of questions! yay. den kakak called up to ask me accompany her to run her errands. n we seriously did. she shopped from shampoos to cleansers to lotions to storage boxes to food. and we had SWENSONS for dinner! haha. we had rodeo wings,fries,calamari rings and fried mushroom(which tasted funny) and we had a regular EARTHQUAKE! woah it was huge! and both of us were so full we couldnt walk. haha. den we gave the swensons crew a complimentary scoop of ice cream for their wonderful service. haha. pictures will be up soon after my sis send em to me. haha. hardcore luffing day.

we wanted to buy a matching polo tee to wear on our shopping spree day but too bad they were left with small sizes for the colour that we wanted. :(. oh wells.

11th JUNE it shall be the day we shall shop till we drop! haha.

bags to clothes to shoes. yay!!! i cant wait!

omg. i look gay.

well. so long people. ive got to practise for my english oral prelims.

2007-05-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

dear friend,

i really wish you wouldnt change like that.evryone is worried sick bout you. there's lots for me to say to you. but i dont noe when. there doesnt seem to be a time to do so. i really miss the old you.please come back to your senses. back to earth. evryone makes mistakes. but evryone is given a chance to realise them and learn from them. i noe you can.so please do.

ervyone's been asking about you. i cant seem to answer them. im worried, but i cant do anything. nobody & nothing can make you change except you, yourself.

we have not been able to spend much time with you. we are sad and worried. we hope you really understand that we care for and about you.
we do not want to hurt you. we just wanna help.

we love you.
well, at least i do.

lots of love,
your friend,dee.

sorry to say this.
"some things are better left unsaid"
-a friend once said.

ctss carnival

2007-05-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

whooooosh!!!!

its been such a long time since ive updated. but waddeheck. nobody cares even if i do. ahha. but anyway, since the last ive updated, lotsa things have happened.

one MAJOR event was the CTSS CARNIVAL 07! woah. tt was teh biggest thing ever in 4B1'07. well, one thing for sure, it bonded our whole class lyk ELEPHANT super glue babeh! weeks and maybe months of time, energy,sweat and blood has been put together to make it a huge success. especially the carnival week itself. evryone,well almost i think, stayed back evry single day even when our focus sessions were suspended. stayed back till 6pm or later. and the day before the carnival, we stayed back till almost 8 plus and even had our bags accidentally locked in our classroom. haha. oh wells. kudos to evryone for the effort. to add the tiredness and stress, me(assistant oic of f&b stall) and liyana(oic of nonf&b stall), had exams on that week! woah talk about stress!

so...

on the day itself, in the morning we first had the speech day parade. and i was late! actually i wasnt late, i calculated my journey to pick up syarifah n nisha n to school plus changing time to be perfect but when i called wati when i was at jurong east, she said we had to fall in at 7.15 instead of 7.25 n i was shocked. so i rushed den when i reached school, i changed n it was a record time of less than minutes! woah. i tink i change around 3 minutes. haha. so anyway....
i dint get to join in the parade. maybe due to my poor drills. but nevermind, i already had a chance last year in no.1 uniform. and others were given a chance too. overall, the parade was superb! altho it lasted for only 20 minuntes max. and the band dint have a chance to show their superb talents except for the awesome march in & march past music. shud have seen the superb-ness of the parade. everyone(GOH & the supporting cont) marched with the precise beat of the drum. the perfectly ironed uniforms, white gloves, shiny boots, pretty landyards,the straight rows, the sharp turns, the 90-45 hand swings,the 90 degree hentak kaki, the perfect arms drill and everything which all of them had practise for. evrything was perfect. n i had the view of it all. evrything was so beautiful. now i envy them for being in the parade. haha. nevermind. all the hardwork they put in paid off well. good job GOH & supporting cont!

so after the parade, was picture taking, but i dint take much pictures. den i rushed to change to my other uniform; chef's attire. hahaha n proceeded to rescue syarifah, who was kanchiong-ing away at the stall with our relief teacher ms choo. ahah. i started preparing the things and people started coming to the stall. we dint have smoothies in the morning as we missed the ice truck. but oh wells. from then on, i dint even get a chance to sit down! much less go out of the stall. untill ard 4 plus when the crowd cease due to a power trip, i had an excuse to leave the stall! so i went ard looking for an extension cord but to no avail. haha. den i went back to teh stall n thanx to uncle noh(sya's uncle) we got a new one. yay! n back to business. den i sneaked out again for awhile to take random photos with k.dea's cam which was borrowed by my sis. so i took some photos n quickly went back. n continued. so after the whole thing ended, i only manage to take very little photos. den packing up was done by me, sya, mama-sya and uncle noh. was done in a breeze. when me n nisha went washing the utensils, half of the packing was done. den me n sya played with ice with some others. ahha. we threw away (18kg X 3 packets) of ice. den after packing up, we sent mama-sya & sya's adek sedare n uncle noh home. n took photos with the class.
notice tt i dint talk bout the haunted house? its coz i dint even go there! but im sure it was a huge success too!

so after the whole carnival, 4B1'07 brought home their aching backs and tired souls but in addition to that, we brought together with us a great bonding together.
kudos to 4B1'07!!!!

and for those who came down to support us.. thank you so much! to my friends and relatives,sorry for not being able to spend time with you guys. and esp kakak n yanee. sorry for not being able to sit or walk around with you guys. really sorry!

so carnival'07 ended with a blast. i will remember the great bonding 4B1'07 had. i hope the help and support evryone gave each other would last till o'levels to give support and help evryone in our studies.

I LOVE CTSS 4B1'O7!!!

and that was teh major event i had. there were more but i kinda forgot. so now its back to fullforce on books!

jia you evryone.

2007-04-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

today was a very bad day.FULLSTOP.

urghness.

2007-03-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

why?

why cant they understand that im turning sixTEEN.
not six.

god-damn it.

my parents still think that im six.

im not even allowed to step out of the bloody house at night.

and my mom claims tt i get home very late.

puh-lease.

its only SEVEN pm!

not seven the next day.

gawd!

i HATE being so restricted.

if i aint the rebellious kind, i think i wouldnt even know orchard road or bugis EXISTED.

damn shit.

if it werent for lying. i wouldnt even have stepped out of my estate.

thank god lies existed in my brains.

thank god i have great friends and an awesome sister.

all these restrictions are killing me.

im being OVERPROTECTED!

in my parents' view, i think they would only know tt i havent gone anywhere else except around jurong.

come to think of it, its kinda true.

coz, the other tym i was telling my mom about something i saw at the esplanade, she was shock.

how retarded.

this sucks. i hate it. i hate all this restrictions and curfews.i odnt even call it curfews anymore.

ill just call it my life.

specially dedicated to all my sisters.

2007-03-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

not in any particular order.

love-leh sisterism.

awesome gossips in between lessons.

these years of advising from her are great.

that summarises us.

best buds then and forever.

4 years of tears n laughter. hatred n love.

4 years of brain-wrecking HMT-ing

we know each other inside-out.

secrets never existed.

pictures are always awesome with her around.

ranting moments are the best i can ever have.

this made me realise tt i have such wonderful people around me. i love them all.

2007-03-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. i love em both.

tt was random.

so anyway. school was fine as usual. flunked lots of tests n whatnots. lazy to say tho. oh wells.

been pretty busy with np camp. lots of prep to be done.

oh wells. lots of stress from school work too.

anyway, i feel tt NP is tearing apart. with all the hatred n stuff. damn!

oh wells waddaheck.

btw, im off to SAKAE for a fest with my sister! cant wait. ferst monday of the holidays! yay!

goodnite all.

loves,dee

2007-02-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

i think this is the best song to describe my life now.

Artist:lady sovereign

Song:love me or hate me

yeah,
it's officially the biggest midget in the game.
i dunno.
make way for the s.o.v.

(chorus)
love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
love me or hate me, that is the question.
if you love me then thank you!
if you hate me then f*** you!
(repeat)

i'm fat, i need a diet.
no, in fact i'm just too light
and i ain't got the biggest breast-s-s, but i write all the best disses.
i got hairy armpits, but i don't walk around like this.
i wear a big baggy t-shirt that hides that nasty sh**.
ugh!
never had my nails done.
bite them down until they're numb.
i'm the one with the non-existent bum,
now i dont really give a....ugh!
i'm late for my shepherd's pie
like a high maintenance chick missin' her diamonds.
i'm missin' my clippers size.
now bow down to your royal highness.
no i dont own a corgi,
had a hamster, it died cuz i ignored it.
go on then, go on report me,
i'm english, try and deport me!

(chorus)
love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
love me or hate me, that is the question.
if you love me then thank you!
if you hate me then f*** you!
(repeat)

i'm that funky little monkey with the tiniest ears.
i don't like drinkin fancy champy,
i'll stick wit heineken beers.
whoops, might burp in ya face,
a little unlady-like,
what can i say?
well oh gosh i'm not posh, male wit odd socks.
i do what i'm doin yeah!
so everybody's entitled to opinions,
i open my mouth and sh** i got millions.
i'm the middle kid, the riddle kid,
i'll make you giggle till your sick
cuz my nose jiggles while i spit.
yeah i do have some stories
and its true i want all the glory.
go on then, come on support,
i'm english, try and deport me!

(chorus)
love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
love me or hate me, that is the question.
if you love me then thank you!
if you hate me then f*** you!
(repeat)

so i cant dance and i really cant sing.
i can only do one thing,
and that's be lady sovereign!
so i cant dance and i really cant sing.
i can only do one thing,
and that's be lady sovereign!

(chorus)
love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
love me or hate me, that is the question.
if you love me then thank you!
if you hate me then f*** you!
(repeat)

"u diggin' me?"-*as always said by yanee & hubby.*

lately.

2007-02-16T19:46:00.000+08:00

hey there! im back. well as you can see, its a new skin! its very random.

ouhkay back to my life. well, its normal, sch, frens,homework n whatnots. nothing special. not even on valentines' day.well it was spent lyk any other years of vday. :( but last year was nice. clebrated with sisters.LOVES!anw, its suppose to be a day when we can celebrate love with or without somebody special but at least with somebody rite? lyk friends or family but unfortunately, i spent it with my dear higher mother tongue tcher. n to make it worse, she. yes she. is an old lady.hmph! nvm bout tt. anyway tank you to evryone who gave me sweets. pple lyk sisters, isk for the sweet and limei for the flower. well even tho they are just sweets n little gifts, its still superb. i love them loads. so i made cookies for evryone n i hope they lyk it. haha. well not exactly evryone. namely sisterhood, np gurls n the boys. haha. even if its not nice, at least i noe i made it with my own hands,sweat n maybe saliva? haha! nahh, just kidding. so i spent vday in class n then at mac with sisters plus khafi(sp?).

yesterday(thursday)
after sch had maths den we(sya,wahtea,ainul n me) headed down to queensway sc. ate at macD, walked ard n ainul bought sch shoe. den we waited for ainul til her BF arrived. said hie n off to the bustop. sya, wati n me ran for the bus n left the couple there. we talked n crapped in teh bus lyk nobody's business. super!

and on CNY celebration(today), me, nana n wahtea spent it at mr.prata, gossiping for ard 3+ hours. we miss clementi! den headed down to IMM to window shop n then JEC. n back home.
and here i am. chatting with bro epul n yanee, waiting for ayah to whip up a meal for me. hungry sey! haha.

so evrything in my life is fine. friends, family,school. but school is getting more stressful! btw, i need money! i wanna work but obviously i cant. due to the Os. i wish i could. i wanna earn more kerchings to fill up my daily needs. haiz. im short of money yet i need so many things. lyk school shoes, a new sch bag and many more. haiz. how i wish i was born rich! well, fat hope! haha.

ive gtg now, gonna eat then make cookies for my mom's best friend. yay!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

loves,
deeidaly.

2007-01-24T18:50:00.000+08:00

hello world. im back. but for today only.
its been damn long since i last post. i dint even post for new year. well sorry bout that.
well basically my life has been hectic. wont get to post boud my whole life. but nevermynd.
so. test.homeworks.duedates.projects.tasks.responsibilities.revisions.STRESS! my life is sounding more n more hectic dont ya think? im beginning to spend lesser and lesser time with my dearest yanee. sorry girl. but i will try to at least meet you once a week? i will try to increase tho. but my free days are only tues and thurs. its sad. i do miss her. but i cant help it. too much work. theres no time. i cant even find a suitable lesson to skip or sth. evrything is important rite now. i will try to make time for you ok? but most of the time, weekends are for you. n ana. orite? love ya.

so anyway. back to my life. school is getting very tiring. shit. the earliest ive reached home is 6pm. how retard. but nvm. not as bad as wati. hehe. i pity her. so much responsibility. but i do i do admire her strength n faith in others. been spending a lot of time with her too. tts to make up with the lack of spending time with her last year. definitely.

n btw, im seated with wonderful people in class. to my right is JIA LIANG,behind me is SUHAILAH, to my left is BRO ALVIN, to my north west is WATI! n infront of me is my favourite loser partner,MING YANG. haha. he used to sit beside me in the lab. actually he still does. well, even tho he makes me do evrything, he is actually fun to sit with. haha.n im seated rite at the front. n loving it. coz this year is all bout concentration. yeah. sound weird coming from me eh? but believe it or not i just gotta do it. except for ss class which im still struggling to concentrate. coz the tcher is really boring. but apart from her, ive got superb tchers.

as for NP, we graduating classes will be handing over our post in april. so little time. i use to dread gg for trainings, but now, i have to treasure evry single trainings i have. n btw, im now working together with WATI n kak SHARFINA! but sadly, no more alvin n rachel. i will miss working with them, but im sure i will have fun with my new partners. they are having their ferst training today. but i had lesson. so couldnt join in. nvm, cant wait for friday tho.
n to nordi, had fun huh? haha. well continue doing so then.

anyways, i dont really understand my life right now. evrything is hectic. im focusing on my studies. but i tend to neglect pple ard me. im sorry.

shout outs.

to bro saiful. have a speedy recovery. we do need your craps in school. recover fast n get back to school!

to bro alvin. dont stress out too much. chill. we can work on our o's together. n btw, your b'day is coming soon!

to wati, thanx for being there. always. i love you lots. your b'day is coming soon too! n i dont noe wad to give you.

to liyana, thank you for your lame, retarded jokes. dey always make my day. and thanks for gg to hmt with me. being late, heck care-ing bout hmwks n what nots.

to ana, i love you lots. thanx for always be there for us(me n yanee). esp me. tanx. i do need a shoulder at times. n you cn have myne if you need it too.

to yanee, babe. i love you a lot. even if i cant spend a lot of time with you, pls be reminded tt i still love you a lot. do ring me up if you need me.

to evryone else. thank you for being in my life. either as a friend, a foe, or just someone who looks at me n label me. thank you for being whoever you are. im sure you do make a difference.

*im confused with my life rite now. i kinda need someone to explain to me what's happening. my mistakes, my achievements. i need to be told.*

<3s deeidaly.

2006-12-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

hello! im back. i noe. my blog died for awhile. but lets revive it now. lots to talk about.
well actually nobody reads my blog. so doesnt make a huge diff. hah.

oh whatever.

first up. BINTAN trip.
whoosh. the trip was ok... well basically all we did there was chill by the beach, had buggy rides, swim, BANANA BOAT,slept,ate,tv-ed,ktved, snacked,walked around,BBQ-ed and did a tini lil wee bit of shopping.

sound boring? well yeah. kinda. i was pissed off tt daddy kept spending on craps n kept paying for things tt he wasnt suppose to when we dont even have enough for ourselves. well i meant ME! they(my mom n dad) kept saying tt we cant shop coz we dont have tt much cash. budden he paid $50 to th elocals when my mom's friend's children played soccer with them n lost the bet of whoever lost will have to buy the other team drinks. n my dad merely played for 5 mins n he had to pay $50! urgh i was so pissed with him. den when we went karaoke-ing he ended up paying when he dint even sing any song. lyk OMG can? urgh! so unfair! they booked the place without asking us whether we wanted to go den dint bring any money! lyk WTF! urghness! hate it. n my dad kept paying n paying. n he actually paid using the money which was actually reserved for ME! can you believe it? it was for me!sheesh!

i can say tt my dad was being considerate but tt was too much! he was so considerate tt he dint even allow me to drive the buggy just coz my mom's friend was the one who got the villa at bintan. n i wasnt allowed to do anything. not even change the channel of the tv when the bleedy show is lyk so boring! urgh!

well at least the beach was great. the water so blue. the sand so clean. n apparently according to aunty ani(my mom's fren who brought us there), bintan is under singapore management. tts why its so clean. but waddaheck? wad happen to our beaches back here in singapore? what happen to the management? is it under malaysia management or sth? i mean.. just coz we have ships passing by doesnt mean the beaches gotta be so dirty.

so back to what i was saying. the beach was so clean tt you dont get the feeling tt you always get when to touch the seawater in singapore. u noe... the sticky sticky feeling of seawater. yep. when you touch the water ther.. you will think its just salted swimming pool water. how superb!woah! den the sand was so clean. so fine. tt when you walk on it. sometyms there will be a squeeky sound. haha. i lurve it! the ferst pict there is the beach back there in bintan.

ooooh! i miss it lots. well dint take much picts. will upload soon. dint do much shopping too. i bought only a skirt n a polo tee at pasar oleh2. den i bought three tops when i shopped for 15 mins. sorry dint have t ym to buy anything for anyone. i only bought agreen tee for dearest yanee. dint even buy anything for her hubby. or my babes back here in singapore. n i lost my $20! argh!

n for the first tym ever in my life i got seasick! as its the monsoon season.. making the sea very chompy. gosh it was way worst then a roller coaster ride. i mean.. coming from me. as most of you will noe. im great with roller coaster n crapps lyk tt. i dont always get sick from them. but guess wad? i got so sick tt i barfed. sheesh.

well tt was my trip to bintan.

what else do i have to update on?

oh yar! movie marathon!

i had a movie marathon with dearest yanee. at my place. with rented some videos:saw2, pondok rumah indah,the red shoes & the wig.

all of it are ghost stories except for saw 2. great shows. yanee slept thruout red shoes. n we were so distracted from the wig. so yeah. great shows. i watched the red shoes tho. haha. n miraculously... i manage to watch saw 2!woohoo! achievement! hahah.

we ate loads of junk foods. ranging from waffles to tuna bun to coco pops! haha
yeah superb day. den yanee went off to have supper with swen n kuku.

next up. chalet!

family chalet. went out at 4. went over to yanee's. den off to ECP.had macdonald's nuggets on th way there. dint have much to do coz we came quite late. so us close cousins went to the beach even tho its already in the evening. took some photos. den yuyun, aki n adek went back to the chalet. so left me,yanee n boboy. so we just sat there n sang songs. haha. yeah. boboy have a superb voice. he is 13 but he sound lyk a 17 year old. ooooooohhh whee... gerls can melt listening to his voice. he started off singing he fave song you n me by lifehouse. gawd he sounded just the same as lifehouse. haha. so nice can? den we sang a few more songs. den we got kinda hungry n went back to the chalet where they ordi started on the BBQ. otw back, we had thai coconuts!delish!then ate a litle n help them BBQ.had lots of fun. den we went back to the beach to play uno. me, yanee, boboy n adek. den it started to drizzle n rain so we head back to the chalet n continued playing at the stairs. as there werent any space. den we went up to the second floor n aki joined us. he is so cool. he is only lyk 4 or 5 i tink but he can play uno! woah! haha.
den we ate again n off home we went. i slept over at yanee's.

tt nite i slept at 2 while yanee slept at 5 as she went to meet her hubby. yeah.so i slept n slept. was wondering why my fone dint ring. n i realised tt my fone has gone bonkers. yanee called but she said i off-ed my fone when i dint. sheesh. so luckily i dint lock the door properly. haha. n she could get in. if not i tink she would be sleeping outside. haha. sorry.

then the next day we slacked,danced n picked yuyun up. den took neos! yay. den we went back. had another sleep over. den slacked the next day too n i headed home. yanee n sufi sent me to the bustop. tanx loads. lurve ya guys. well actually... i tink sufi offered to send me home.. coz he has a motive. haha! to boast boud his new fone! haha. well he dint actually. haha

den today i slacked at home. n here i am. bloggink finally. haha. so i will end here if not i wont be posting this. haha. see ya all.

2006-12-12T14:07:00.000+08:00

ytd outing was superb!

went out with yanee n hubby(shuko), eera,e'ee n sister,pinyang,ianto and azraouf. we went to sentosa! yayness.

siloso beach. but before tt we(shuko,yanee n me) waited for ianto at outram for lyk wat seems lyk hours. den we gave up. n got hungry so we headed to vivo. tot of having long john. but we found ourselves at habourfront centre. haha. so we couldnt find long john. n we had macD. haha. den off we went to siloso since we were bleedy late. we took a cab. haha. so when we reached siloso according to dearest e'ee they were at siloso, they gave us directions n we found out tt they were at palawan! goodness. so i made them tram down to siloso. haha. soon after the boys arrived. so we just swam3. haha. the boys put sand in my hair. lyk waddaheck. i had a HARD time getting rid of all the sand larh. haha. den we showered n headed to clem for dinner. after tt me,yanee,shuko headed home in the long bus ride. lucky i brought my MP3. if not i would be bored to death. i sat in front of them. so when i wanted to go down ordi.. i found out yanee was sleeping ordi.. so dint wanna disturb her. budden she woke up. oh wells. so said goodbye n thank you.

and shuko showed us this video about a guy who had an accident with his body smashed all over the road. its kinda sad for him and gross too. but on the other hand. its kinda cool. haha.

well overall i had a great day. superb i mean. all our(yanee n me) friends met each other. as on our different group of friends. lyk e'ee n eera meets azraouf,pinyang n ianto. n they all met shuko. how cool is tt. now we got a huge circle of friends. n i lurve them all! another outing sometym next year guys? haha.

n so much for me not being able to go back late. i reached home at 11.30. n got the cold shoulder from mama. haha. oh wells. i wont be gg out anymore anyway. haha.

so thank you very much guys for going out with me. i had the most tremendous fun ever!

24th november 2006.
it was there.
nobody knew.
now its gone.
nobody knew either.
maybe it wasnt even meant to exist.

im sorrie.

2006-12-11T10:58:00.000+08:00

photos. from camp harmony and outing to esplanade with pinyang,ianto,azraouf and yanee.

these pictures all shows the amount of fun i had : supercalifragilisticexpalidocious!

outing with new friends+bestfriends

camp harmony!

2006-12-09T16:54:00.000+08:00

it was sheer bliss. if tts wad you call the feeling of ultimate happiness.

yeah. im t alking boud the camp. actually i wrote something on thursday ordi.. but apparently my comp cocked up. so here it goes. detailed. especially for dearest ainul who has been pestering me to post..

first day

did spotchecks. n as expected.. all of them insisted tt they dont smoke. duhh. but we dint find any in their bags. they must have kept em in their undies or sth. haha! this was the tiem when i get to look ard for hotties. haha no larh.. for pple i knew. apaprently i spotted this guy who looked alot lyk asraf. haha.
den there was briefing n i saw my group.

"shit. my group all guys. n only me n natasha in charge. how to make it liddat? the guys all look so rowdy. sheesh."

tt was the thought tt kept running in my head. yeah. i really have no idea whether i could handle them or not.

ferst up... ice-breakers. the guys in my grp oredy sound so rowdy. but me n natasha just kept a wide smile on our faces. even when we were actually super scared. so i decided to put up a brave front n just try to make them follow instructions. then joined up with group 2. whoots. tt grp got loads of hotties. haha. watie n some others joined in. played wacko! n apparently my name wasnt called at all! haha! oh wells. den did their grp name,cheer n their flag.

BROTHERS OF HARMONY!

siga saga siga saga
B.O.H! B.O.H!
siga
OI!
saga
OI!
siga saga siga saga
B.O.H! B.O.H! bluwek!!!

after tt was lunch. then it was presentation by the SCDF and here comes the boredom. it was talks. talks. talks n talks all the way. was so boring.. even the facilitators was bored to death. haha. so...due to the natural instinct of evry bored kid. or even adults. we facilitators decided to entertain ourselves. with markers,sweets,nonsensical topics n stupid jokes. at the back of the hall. very bad role models. but too bad. coz even role models get bored sometimes. so they had the talks all the way till dinner.after dinner was wash up. and reflections. the reflections was actually suppose to eb a very short one... between the campers n facilitators n the officer in charge. but apparently boys being boys. my group into some trouble n we,sleepy facilitators had to sit in the room with them n the oevrall officer incharge, sir christo n sir daniel for a whole hour i tink. n me n tasha had to take down notes. when the others get to make noise and have fun next door. haiz. so then.. after tt our group had to do a skit. they were so fickleminded tt they changed the skit quite a few times. but brother B had them all under control. for a bunch of mischievious kids. i applaud them for being able to cooperate together. den after tt we decided to go to bed.

sentry was okay since mine was at 5 till morn. so yeah. boring sentry. but before 5. dear steph just had to wake me up to ask where is diniy when derest diniy was just beside me. haha. nevermynd boud tt.

second day

started off with PT. warm ups.n a quick run around the school.phew! great workout. coz its been a super long time since ive had a run. den they played captain's ball. just a quick one. then breakfast. which wad.bluwek. coz we just had a run. but the milk tea was superb! woots. wati n me were high on them haha. not really. coz it was too sweet for wati. den its was wash up n got ready for our visit to religious instituitions.church of the holy cross, darusslam mosque and buddist youth mission temple. yeah. den back to school for lunch. after tt was getting ready for outdoor activity at SAFRA! had some warm up activities...cheers... n our group won in the warm up activity. haha! n den.. its pool time! woots!

activities in the pool was fun! den grp 4 n grp 2 had extra time in the pool while waiting for the other two grps to bathe. yayness! den me n sir christo dragged lala into the pool with her shoes n all. haha.

*sth happened in one of the activities. but ill shut up about it.

after tt we had sometime to dicuss on our performance. n us being the facilitators, we had it all under control even with the loud music n noise aroudn us. rawk on facis!

den we headed back to the school. had a long nice chat with natasha in the bus. we ha dthe same thinking.

so when we got back to school, it was dinner den wash up n we got ready for our performances for the campfire. so we facilitators left the groups with the officers n we left to practice for our performance. did a cute lil skit n a bilinaja n a cheer. woots we rawk.

den we all got ready for the campfire. sir christo was so hyped up tt nite. tt he went ard screaming n singing at the littlest of things. haha. not forgetting us faci too! as usual, we got hyped up a the sound of campfires. woots! we sang n cheered n shouted n all. yayness. the campfire was okay larh.. its only performances by the groups n the faci's performances slotted in after every group. there were no mass cheers n things lyk dat. but nevermynd we had fun. den at the closure there was the chicken dance den there were westlife songs being played. so we sang for ainul haha!den the external facilitators talked to us boud persuing our facilitators abilities n join them after graduation or sth at safra. whoosh i want! i want! den we did a whoosh. n there were still westlife songs gg on. haha. so we sang. den it was supper n back to our bunks. where we packed n all. actually we had to go on a mission with sir christo to draw n paint the boy's faces n bodies. but we waited for so long tt ended up we slept. haha.sentry was canceled due to the amazing job done by us during the day n a lil bit of persuasion n pitiful faces by us to sir daniel. aha! so evryone was dead beat n we slept with no disturbance. haha

third day!
started of with pt. no run. warm ups n then... captains ball! n soccer! but all faci played captn ball. since they did not have enuff players. yay. great fun. den was breakfast. its carrot cake! more edible than the previous morning. hah.

den we could "rest" in the bunks while the officers did some stuff. so.. being np GIRLS, we decided to sing n cheer. n apparently, we did it very very very loudly. so some of the campers decided to join in. it was superbly fun. evry single song n cheer came out until we had no idea wad else to sing n ended up with singapore songs haha! den after tt was the prize presentation! yayness! osme flashbacks.. n presentations. n i was one of the best facilitators. but actually... evry single one of us did a great job... no. AMAZING job. i applaud evryone of you for being able to survive this camp plus get all the great memoirs. woohoo. den it was lunch. n then abit of area cleaning n photo taking by me. n the campers had n breifing. so did we. so.. we dint get to say a proper goodbye. how saddening. i wanted to take more photos with the campers but sadly dint get to... so off they went n off we went. took another tee from sir christo n said goodbye after 3 cheers done by me steph n a few others.

den off i went to ginza to meet my dearest babes n azraouf. had lunch at sakura. but i had dessert since i ate ordi. den we took a bus n cab home. slacked at home with nee... had dinner n then off she goes.

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a few shout outs.

Brothers Of Harmony.

thank you guys for your willingness to come to this camp. it is greatly appreciated. thank you for persevering thru the boring ferst day n carried on with the next. thank you for cooperating as a group with our officer in charge, sir yusry and also the facilitators.

evry single one of you is special. dont change your personalities. but... change whatever bad habits tt you have n change for the better. but keep those wonderful good habits tt you have. such as your leadership qualities, perseverance n patience. your future is in your hands. its up to you to decide wad to do with it.

rawk on guys!

fellow facilitators.

thank you for being there for me. thank you for being there for each other. i would lyk to applaud you people once again for doing an amazing job. hopefully our service has made an impact on the campers. we should all think of it not as a chore but as a service to help others. n hopefully next year all of us can join in the fun with the campers once again. but i noe for sure tt if i am given the opportunity to facilitate this camp again, i surely will. i hope to see all of u too. coz i had great great fun working with all of us.. be it from my school or different school. so all the best in evrything you do. keep on rawking!!

officers(i noe you guys wont read this. but waddaheck)

thanx for evrything. esp sir christo. so the late nite snacks,the fun n most importantly for believing tt we facilitators could do it.we disappointed you at times n we are sorry for tt. but overall, thank you so much.

p.s do call us back next year!

so from the bottom of my heart. thank you all.

toodlez.

<3 dee